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2010-06-10T19:15:00.005+08:00

my photoshot photo babey:)

cool proposal:)

2010-06-04T17:25:00.000+08:00

2010-04-22T21:53:00.003+08:00

oh man...i miss doing foot drill,especially slow march:( LIKE SERIOUSLY! up-2-3,left-2-3..blah blah blah.... k,im not supposed to be here actually..i shud at my study table doing revision! c'mon hetty,u can do it baybey! STOP procrastinating!!

2010-04-15T19:35:00.001+08:00

2010-04-12T18:26:00.001+08:00

it's video time!

2010-04-10T15:55:00.001+08:00

2010-04-08T20:08:00.002+08:00

hey peeps! it has been a long time since i last post...been very busy lately:( started to be a guai this week:) especially today..

at2pm,aft sch, went straight to the library...did amath till 5.30pm then go home:) so guai rite?? i know:) then,two days before...slept at 1.30am coz i mug physics:(

plans for nxt week:

tues: mug for physics

thurs: " " amath:)

2010-03-20T20:23:00.002+08:00

bro got a place in NP while i'm going to take my o-levels this year and join a good JC next year,while sis is waiting for her diploma results:) so,me and bro would graduate from our tertiary institution on the same year:) looks like mum and dad need to work doubly hard to provide for our education.. sometimes i pity them,but,what to do...it's their duty to provide their children with good education and basic necessities. they hope that their children would become a "someone" in the working world one day.

my holiday week

2010-03-20T19:50:00.003+08:00

it has been a hectic week:(

had annual rc camp on last fri and sat. slack a lot,yet,we felt tired. had super duper fun nite during the camp. ekha took a lot of unglam photo of us sleeping. followed by 2 firedrill at 2.45am and 3.45am. *fast-forward*

monday,tues went back school for classes and wed had emath mock-exam.

on thurs,had OA workshop. it was quite fun! i love the part when we get to learn knots and lashings:) i loveeeee tying them:)

friday,had accredidation on OA. and i passed!!!! woooots!!!

ps: **ekha,get well soon**

today,had audition at RC campsite. met up with carine and ting wei at artika's house(or,i would say,at her corridor). rehearse for a few times then did make-up. reached the lrt at ten. and guess what,we are super duper late sia! suppose to reached campsite,which is at kembangan at 11. what the hell rite? so,we alight at jurong east,and too a cab there. sang in the taxi itself. haha! entertain the cab-driver:) muahahaha! passed by marina bay and all the memories of ndp08 and ndp09 being re-played in my mind:( i miss them loads!

so,aft the audition we felt super duper famished. at first we planned to go to bugis to grab a bite. then,ting wei wanted to eat poppeye so much. so, took train there and thank god it was just 4 station away:) we were like "sua ku". i repeat "sua ku". i am serious! haha! took some pictures at changi mrt and then off to find poppeye:)

aft we had our fill,we went to candy empire to buy choc/sweets:) tempted to buy everything but due to the limited amount of money i had in my pocket,i just spent $10 on choc:) cadbury choc is super duper cool man! idk how to explain it rite here...maybe,i'll just post a pic of it:)

so..blah blah blah...

trained to eunos,then took a bus home:)

the end!

**chiong-ing my homework today and tmr**

haiz!

2010-03-16T18:04:00.002+08:00

march holidays had just begun and yet i haven't not started on any of my homeworks. emath mock- exam is tmr and i haven't study for that. what's wrong with me?

hmm...probably aft mock-exam,gonna go library to do my amath homewks*hopefully*

PROCASTINATON IS A THIEF OF TIME (remember that,hetty!)

lala?

2010-03-10T21:58:00.003+08:00

hey ppl! i has been a long time since i last post a post:) haha!

a lot of things happened. experience emotional ups and down especially before footdrill comp. felt damn stressful coz i'm the commander for footdrill comp:)

*fast-forward*

6march2010-national footdrill competiton.

zhenghua was the first squad and i was damn nervous and had butterflies in my stomach! damn it,man! i felt that i screwed up everything! like,seriously! my cadets told me that i command-ed loud but my face looks like i wanted to cry. haha! and i did cry(aft my round ends. coz i didnt finish the command list and i added a lot of commands to recover my squad). met with a lot of ndpo8 and ndp09 people:) and my cliques in ndp08 were commanders:) see,this is the power of bestfriends(lame). so blah blah blah.... my squad won 3rd in district. jannah's squad didnt get anything and sadly they didnt managed to get to the finals. indra's squad didnt win in the district level but they got into the final round*clap clap*.

now,almost all my friends(excluding my cadets) called me commander...like what the hell..instead of calling me by my name,they called me commander. haha! nah! i dun mind,coz i am the commander. like =.=

yea! tmr gonna go to chem lab to do SPA! woots! i love chemistry,man! doin speed of reaction experiment tmr:) and before i knew it,chem o-level SPA would be real soon!

as for fri,it gonna be a busy day coz i've got camp:) and i havent pack my stuffs yet:( looking forward to the night-walk:))))

and nxt week would be the holidays!! woots!! but still, had classes frm mon till wed... thurs to sat had HQ stuffs:)

project RICE

2010-02-06T21:44:00.006+08:00

hey yo people!

hmm...went to NTU today:) by bus that was booked by the school:) reached school aroud 7.30am wait for awhile and off we went to NTU. had to wait for our NTU groupmates to arrive,so we had to wait till around 9am. our group leader-yeng ying paired me up with amelia, a 4th year,engineering student at NTU. carine,maziah and another girl was in the same group while shaf and azura were one goup. at first i felt so ,"omg! i have no friend to talk to! at least they have their own friends...while me,i have nobody that i know to talk to!"... the other side of my mind said that ,"don't worry,you can make friends with the NTU students". see, 2 contradicting comments made by my mind:))) at first,i felt very awkward when i talked to amelia coz of the age gap between us.. she is like 5 years older than me...but after awhile we felt comfortable talking to each other though:)

we encounter a lot of problems while collecting the rice as the structure of the first flat that we went to was a bit wierd..so,we had to run up and down the stairs a lot of times...wasn't that tiring though.. after a few houses,we went to this chinese lady's house..after she gave us the rice grains,she gave us straws! i was like(in my mind) " what's that straws for? you want me to drink the rice isit?"..guess what,she gave us yakult! so kind-hearted:) we are not suppose to take them,but since she insist on it,we felt very bad..so,we took the drinks and said thank you:) btw, dun tell anybody kae?? shhhhhhhh! me and amelia plan not to drink them at that point of time but then,we changed our minds coz we find it troublesome to hold the drinks,plastic bags and bags full of rice on our hands...

after our "refreshments",we felt so energetic and hence, we continue with our rice collection for the project rice...

had a lot of funny incident today,one of them is....

*re-play*

"knock knock!"

amelia : hi,we are from the singapore red cross society....

dog: ( suddenly pop up at started barking at us...it's head was like..out of the gate?)

hetty : arrrrgh!!(in a shocked state...ran away! and hid behind the pillar)

amelia: (laughs).. continue the convo/intro to the house owner...blah blah blah..

owner: no,we are not interested

amelia: ok,thank you:) hetty,come,let's go to the other side....

hetty: dont want!! im very scared!! that dog! it's head might be out from the house anytime! and he's barking very loudly!!

amelia: dont be scared! its nothing....ok ok...lets go up..then we walked to the other side..ok?

haha!! that was one of my most fun experince today:) i was super shocked you know! and only god knows how shocked i was just now! imagine,you were standing in front of the house,and suddenly a dog just run to the gate and just bark loudly with his head almost out from the gate!

after we are done with that block,we went to another block - masionate houses..

this block,the residents here are more friendly and generous..plus,the dogs are "friendly" too! had a lot of shocks today! haha!!

ohya,i have another encounter with dogs too..

*knock knock*

a hot guy opened the door and smiled:)

hetty: hi we are frm the singapore red cross society......

dog: ran up to the gate and..."woof woof woof wooof"...

hetty: (taken aback) and started to continue with my line

guy: "huh? i can't hear you.....wait first arh....shhhhh!! dog, go in!! "

dog : " woof woof" and stubbornly didnt want to go in...

so,the guy had to "lure" the dog away..but still,the dog kept barking...

guy: (smiled) ok,wait first,let's talk outside

hetty:(while walking beside that guy), looked up coz he's tall and continue wth my line..blah blah blah..

guy: hmmmm...ok...how abt u come back to my house after you finish this level....or,nevermind,i'll take two cups and just put outside my house,it would be convenient for you

hetty: oh..ok..thank you:)

after we finished that level,from far,we saw him placing a plastic bag one-quarter filled with rice grains outside his house...

hetty: (walk and smile happily)....(took away the rice grains)...(saw that guy again,and said : thank you so much:))))))...

guy: your welcome:) and btw,goodluck! (can't remember the exact word but it was something like this)

he's the most friendly resident that i've met...he's hot,that's a bonus point:)

there are a lot of experience that i've gained today:)and my destiny for today was with dogs! kept gettings shocks from dogs! omg!!!

hmm...as for amelia and i, i would say,we could get along well with each other...eventhough we just met,but then,we could talk a lot of...i would say, personal stuffs...and sometimes,we would say.. " omg,that guy is so hot/handsome! and he's funny! but too bad,he's married! im so jealous of his wife! so lucky "....haha!!

" he's handsome!!! but not as handsome/hot as the guy on the other floor..."

did a lot of comparison today...as in:hu is more hot and stuffs,nothing else...

i shall end my post here,if not it will be super duper loooong coz i have a lot to say about today:)))

fridaysfridays

2010-02-05T19:00:00.002+08:00

wooots! it's friday! yeah!! i luv fridays man:)

hmm...had no training for today due to some reasons...yeays!

actually i planned to stay at home and sleep,when suddenly huda said that she wanted to go to the library. decided to accompany her since i had nothing to do at home except for my homework. and it will be damn bored if i were to study alone at home,with my study table so messy!

so blah blah blah..

there was a lot of irritating people at the library! really really irritating...

there was a group of students,sat at the table and talked loudly instead of studying. imagine that?! like c'mon if you wanna talk,go to any coffee shop and talk as loud as you want. library is a place for u to study,not talk,ok? please be considerate can? let the library be a conducive place for people like me to study^.^

besides that,they were taking pictures with the flash on. taking pictures at the library?! stupid!

after that....

went to jurong point to find a place to eat! at first we sat at mac,then changed our minds. went to kfc instead.

actually,i wanted to play this joke to the cashier,but changed my mind

"may i have one cheese fries without fries?"

"may i have a box of popcorn without the chicken?"

"may i have coke without cup"

hahaa!! lame!

walked around a bit and went home:(

took 180,hug my bag, and dozed off:)

shiok!

lalala!

2010-01-28T15:31:00.003+08:00

:( having sore throat now. damn it...

btw,please pain,go away. i have a lot of commandings to do:(

my bestfriend,bee, just DIED! murdered by someone:(

23/01/2010

2010-01-23T18:16:00.002+08:00

early in the morning,had commander's briefing. supposed to be at HQ,but then,somehow...they changed the venue. like so . went from orchard to kembangan with indra...lucky indra went,if not,i'll be alone:( then,we we reach jalan khairudin,we still have to hike up that steep slope..and guess what,we ran UP that hell steep slope. then.after that,we still have to run up the staircase to level three. reached the briefing room and checked the list. then,went for balloting(idk what is it called). that balloting is to choose my squad number. and i got a damn "nice" number. i won't tell the number here coz i want to give it a surprise to my cadets and batchmates. haha! i tell you,it gonna be a shocking news.

backtrack a bit...

i took the same bus as this old couple. the wife sat down while the husband stood up at the standing area. btw,i was standing too. then,at this particular bus stop,the wife gave up seat to another woman which was older than her.

and suddenly,the husband asked:

husband :"why this you gave up your seat?"

wife : " she needed it more than me "

husband: " singaporeans! so unconsiderate! "

i was shocked that he said like that! i infer that the couple should be well-educated as he could speak english very fluently. plus,they are like in their sixties.

i have to agree with that aged man. those people who sat down should gave up their seat to elderly. be considerate can?

aft that,i saw this man,i think in his sixties. guess what,he owns an touch-phone,brought a LV documents case and he wore dickies's brand clothes. like so modern,right?

haha!

fast forward : aft the commander's briefing, me and indra went to imm. coz i wanted to buy assessment books and something personal.

so blah blah blah....

and a superb funny day today...

psps: i was so damn paiseh in front of the cashier and a random,quite good looking and muscular guy. ohemgee!

the release of o-level results

2010-01-11T15:48:00.004+08:00

woots...

let me re-cap what i did and my feelings for today..

6:30am : still felt quite sleepy eventhough it was time to wake up. but,one thing that was for sure in mind and it has stayed in there for a few weeks - my result !

7:55am : went out of the house,and off i went to school. my heart was beating very fast as i kept thinking about my result. only god knows how fast my heart beats.

9:00 am : first period - malay. now,i am so desperate to know my results. my teacher knows about our result and i had planned what to do if i got A1 or A2,

A1 : will smile and maybe tears of joy will flow down my cheeks

A2 : will cry like mad and won't talk to anybody.

10:00am : geography class. that teacher was superly irritating. she came to our class late! by 30mins. her reason was simple : her timetable wrote that my class slot was 10.30am. ok, i take that. but the irritating part was,she said that our class deliberately stayed inside the class so that we could skip lesson for one period. like what the hell. some of ppl,went to look for her and there she is pointing fingers at us. it wasn't our fault,right?

next was amath lesson.

then,recess

then,emath.

1:30pm : the bell rung. oh no! now,i had butterflies in my stomach. i could feel my stomach turning upside down. my heart was beating very fast and i could feel that my heart was in my throat.

2:00pm : principal talk. blah blah blah...

now i feel like crying. because im worried that i might have got an A2.malay language was my forte. i can't afford to get A2 for that subject

2:40pm : it's judgement time!

the malay people got our results slip last. i was super excited to see my result.

the moment the teacher hand over my results slip, i was stunned. i was like " eh,how come there are no gred one?" i overlooked the grade numerical part. only saw the gred alphabetical part which was A malay and - (distinction) for malay (oral/aural). so,i look at the result slip properly,and i saw the number one on the paper. which means : I GOT A1 FOR MY MALAY LANGUAGE! wooots! superly happy:)

if only....

if only my sec1&2 malay teacher is here to celebrate this piece of good news with me...i would be superly happy and i'm sure that things would be very different.. i just wished that she was here,congratulating me for getting A1. eventhough she's now leading a better life somewhere out there,but then,im sure that she still remembers me and should be proud of me.

it was her wish to see me graduate as a top student. by getting A1 for malay,i am only 10% there to reach my dreams as well as her's. i shall work hard to be the top student as i don't want to let her,parents,teachers as well as myself down.

the two paragraph above this is dedicated to my sec1&2 malay teacher, cikgu nuraini. she was the one who spotted my potential and pushed me to my limits. she was the one that, helped me a lot when i was in the lower sec. who i am now,was partly because of her. i can't forget the moral support that she gave when i was still a freshmen in sec sch.

Dr.Ng

2010-01-10T18:52:00.006+08:00

credit: Dr.Ng

hie! just a while ago i was talking to li xiang a.k.a xiang xiang a.k.a Dr.ng:) and the picture above was a small part of our conversation..it was damn funny and partially true:) haha! couldn't believe that he could come out with something like this...haha! wait wait,i shall ctrl + C, then ctrl +v about the funny part or u may want to click on the picture to enlarge it.

Dr. ng made the level of stressness chart

A1 : Will not sad, happy & able to go remedial after that.

A2 : Tears spinning in your eyes, But still can go remedial

B3 : Tear drops falling on result slip. Cannot attend remedial, need to go toilet

B4 : Tears start to fall like a opened tap. This is where depression occurs.

C5 : Tears starts to shoot out like a fountain, Cannot attend remedial. Feel like commiting suicide

C6 : Sad until mental problem start to occur. Victims of that will have symptoms of banging his head on ground.

D7 : Sad until no more feeling. Cannot attend remedial, need go home to commit suicide.

E8 : Straight jump down from the hall without second thoughts.

F9 : Sad until quit school & torture him/herself until death

Ungraded : Quit school & go ITE instead

mak nenek smuer kluar - inside joke

2010-01-09T18:36:00.003+08:00

hie!

felt quite sleepy in the afternoon today,because i talked over the phone with that matyn,till 2.30am. felt quite sleepy after that. I'm sure he felt the same way as me too... talking to him was funny XD. till now,i will still smile(wanted to laughed) when i think about our "jokes". wanted to ask about his opinions and suggestions about something. in the end,we ended up talking about random things and we kept side-tracking. see who's the teacher:) me,of course:) he's my disciple. ok,that's lame. now,we have something to tease about each other. shuts! but mine was worse! haiz! i shall not fall into his trap this tues (if he were to come).

to matyn:

"mak nenek smuer kluar" - inside joke XD

haha!lame lame!

k,then,today had physics class..supposed to be 1h 30min,but then,teacher spent 1hr to go through physics SPA checklist. left with 3omins to go through physics workbook homework.

i'm waiting for a teacher's answer about something...hope that she will allow

i see you as...

2010-01-07T18:54:00.003+08:00

i see you strong and whole...i see you blessed and prospered...i see you courageous and confident...i see you capable and successful...i see you free from all limitations or bondage of and kind...i see you spiritually perfect being you truly are..

2010-01-06T18:40:00.003+08:00

overall,today was just ok. had a early reccess today,at 9.30am.there are pros and cons to that...one of the advantage is: we are the only class at the canteen.we CONQUERED the canteen! haha! kk,thats lame.the disadvantage is:we must make sure that the food that we eat could last till 2pm.im sure that,those who didn't went down would feel damn hungry throughout the day.

chemistry class was average.learned electrolysis. i guess,i have to practice and revise more on this topic as i can foresee that it will be a difficult topic:(

physics was fun! we are at magnetism topic now. had practical during the 1h30mins lesson:) the iron filings we cute!(idk how to explain this part).

2nd day of school

2010-01-05T20:50:00.003+08:00

hmm...had publicity talk at the hall for the sec1's..haiyo! got technical problem sia...wth...so,ya..besides that, i was quite confident just now.but, i was not that fluent.i did stumble across a few words..as some of you all know,my english sux...

at 1.30pm,came out of class to take the posters frm red cross room and paste around the school..it wasn't my duty to do that,but then,YO asked me to do so...then,do loh...

reached home at three o-clock.rest-ed for awhile..blah blah blah...then,suddenly felt so sleepy...maybe im not used to going to school,since it's just school re-open..i need 1 week plus to adapt to the schooling environment..so,i set the alarm to 4pm,then i went to sleep at around 3.30pm..supposed to wake up at 4pm to do my homework,but then,in the end,i woke up at 6pm!! omg!!! so, i quickly eat my lunch+dinner then,prepare for tuition...

7.15pm,went out of the house and walked to my tuition centre...it was quite breezy out there.I LIKE! haha! reminds me of a place...tried to walk slowly,coz i wanted to enjoy the breeze..when i reached my tuition center,u know what happen?? no tuition! haiz! waste of my time sia!! there was communication problem between the person at the centre and my mum..so,went out of the centre and called my mum.. mum asked me to go shop and save to buy drinks...after buying all the stuffs..walked home...this time,i purposely walked the long way,plus slowly...coz i want the breeze!! yeay!! reached home at 8pm..rest for 10mins and then,start on my homework..amath! wth! i didnt attend the class sia!! all due to that publicity talk! haiz!! so,as a result,i don't know how to do the questions..haiz..maybe tomorrow ask carine or anybody to teach me after school...wow!im more serious in my work now,compared to last year...duh! no choice,i have to...need to work hard for o-levels..so that i could get into anderson JC,or a better JC than that...like the saying goes,you reap what you sow...

ps:im trying to write in standard english now.but,in stages,ok?i'll try not to include singlish in my writings.this is my aim for this year.the paragraphs above this wasn't in standard english. it takes time to write in perfect english/standard english.

yeah yeah

2010-01-04T19:30:00.002+08:00

btw,i just remember..i gonna treat my family to pizza hut this sunday..there goes my $50..nvm lah,family what..better treat my family than outsiders,right?then,bro gonna treat sup tulang at beach road this saturday...wow! aren't my sis,mum and dad lucky..waaah

first day of school

2010-01-04T17:21:00.002+08:00

the moment i woke up at 6.30am,i felt so awkward..used to wake up late during the holidays..i guess,i need to tune my body clock to GMT+8:00 (singapore)....(this is lame)....yes! i felt super awkward today! i couldn't belief that im in sec4e2! omg! one year had passed by very fast. i mean really fast. i miss year 2009-the people who came to my life,the things that i did,the people that i enjoyed being with and the one thing that i did before everyday's morning assembly..i miss doing those things.but then,i guess,i have to learn to move on..maybe,this is part and parcel of every student's life..we have to go through this tough period..and what i know is,this year,it gonna pass by very fast! as fast as the speed of light,3 x 10^8(kk fine,lame).

k,back to the topic...since,today is the first day of school,i saw a lot of people at the lrt station..met carine at jelapang lrt before we set off to school..upon reaching our class,the atmosphere was a little bit different(you know what i mean)...during school,i still think that im still a sec3 student..i need one week to adjust myself to the new year..

first period was supposed to be english..but,ms rafiyah spent the time talking about admin things...and and,she said,tmr we gonna have a test! english paper 2...then,it was amath.wow! first lesson of the year! learnt chapter12:differentiation..quite easy to absorb..next was reccess,then social studies..supposed to be an hour,but then,he talk abt admin stuffs and forgot to bring his cable down..so ended up,we waste 30 mins on talking.. learnt the first chapter..and i wasn't that boring..wow! for the first time,i didnt felt sleepy during ss lessons...i wonder how geog lessons gonna be like..sure damn boring..so dry! aft that,had emath then assembly..haha!mr lim was damn funny..haha!

so blah blah blah.....im thinking abt tmr! have a lot of things to bring..need to bring emath txtbk,amath txtbk,social studies txtbk,chamistry tctbk,physics txtb and on top of that,i need to bring my boots and full red cross uniform! haiz! poor me! waaah!

januarythesecondthyeartwothousandandten

2010-01-02T15:09:00.003+08:00

hiee...

guess what,i gt a scholarship..four hundred only...last time got five hundred sia..i guess,it's because of recession that they gave lower...saw miss shidah,she also got schorlarship for university(i think).waaah...so smart!

and and,i saw this guy that i saw EXACTLY one year ago..i'm serious! EXACTLY one year...i was like shocked plus happy plus wow!

2010-01-01T18:51:00.001+08:00

why?

2009-12-30T19:16:00.003+08:00

haiz..why must, must make me angry?? i just dont understand...people just love to make me angry...why?? coz they think that im easily bullied??or,they think that im such a nice and good girl??or they think that i never get angry??? i not the old & weak hetty...im now,the new hetty...try find my fault when it's yours,and i will just shoot my mouth off till you can't even defend yourself...try me...and you will know it...try asking my close friends...i can be very nice,very patient and fun...but,once you get me really angry..i will turn to a monster..i will be nasty,impatient and my words will be very very harsh..i have two personalities,depending on my mood and situation....please,respect me and i respect you more...you find my fault when it's yours,i will find something that will shut your bloody mouth up..

ups and down

2009-12-30T15:21:00.002+08:00

whoa...today was really really a tiring day...as in mentally tired...gone through emotion ups and down..omg...one more blow and i cannot stand it already...just now,scolded them,till i almost cried..ok,maybe shed a single tears..then,i stopped...but really,i cannot take...it's a long story,though...carine also cannot take it...btw,those hu had let us down..they're really really really disappointing...nah,i shall end it here before my heart pain...

JESSE PEREIRA

2009-12-30T15:00:00.000+08:00

jesse pereira

pronounce as : jes-si pe-rare-ra

2009-12-28T19:26:00.001+08:00

click on the link below! super funny interactive video:))) seriously,laughed like hell loh....but iy's a bit gory,though

http://www.happeepill.com/cartoons/p2p/p2pstudent/student.htm

promotion

2009-12-28T16:07:00.002+08:00

hieee...

i've been promoted till staff sergeant(ssgt) liao...whatever lah,anyway gonna step down soon in idk how many months....now,just hope that i will get warrant officer... had a hard time teaching slow march...coz,they keep repeating the same mistakes and ya!

today is my funny day:)))

at the kfc,btw

oh ya!! saw two monkeys at greenridge shopping centre...and those primary sch kids are so hyper over that monkeys..like =.=

then,tmr still got fdc training...idk weather we will get any prize or not...coz their standards of footdrill is like =.= btw, carine! don't stress over them...tmr i go over to your squad and i will scold them like shit...:))

2009-12-27T19:04:00.002+08:00

haiz..

nothing to do,so i decided to blog,again=.=

hmm...mother just asked me to send my red cross uniform to the laundry shop,next week...wait!i want to comment about the laundry service...hmm,basically,they did a good job of it...superly clean...but the thing is,i don't like their ironing..they ironed my uniform till superbly flat... flattened! like a roti prata...kk,fine,lame=.= ya,i just don't like the way they iron my uniform...can i just tell the person not to iron my uniform??? can i??? overall,the service was good...

oh ya!! does anybody out there has any recommendation of any good chemistry,additional math and physics assessment books???

my new spectacles:)

2009-12-27T18:09:00.003+08:00

hieeee...

just got back from bpp...went there to make a new spec...the new spec was quite nice, uhk...the price was "nice" too...know how much it cost??? almost $550!! Singapore dollars=.=..my most expensive spec ever...this,got discount 30%..imagine if there's no discount..i think it will cost around $600..the previous one, "k swiss" brand cost only $300 plus,almost $400...the the other one "guess" brand...was $450 plus...that one got offer...real price was $500 plus...wah...im such a money waster...hmm...i'm a big fan of branded spectacles...the most expensive things that i bought was spectacles...same goes to other people...some people loves branded bag,watch and stuffs...but as for me,i love branded spectacles...coz i'm just being uniquely me:) tell me,it's hard to find people who are a big fan of spectacles...i just want to be different..if you go for branded bag or watches,it's just a common thing... furthermore, spectacles reflects on your own personality(from my point of view)..and different spectacle will give you a different look...some specs will make you look geeky,while some will make you look cool

my birthday cake(23/12/2009)

2009-12-26T23:03:00.003+08:00

2009-12-24T10:59:00.002+08:00

hieee!!

thanks to everybody hu had wished me happy birthday:D

wooohoooo!!

blah blah blah blah...

yesterday,went to HQ for recruitment talk..hmm...it was interesting,but,the ideas that they recommend,it's impossible to apply to my unit..it was a brilliant idea,but then,confirm our Youth Officer(YO) don't approve of it...i can bet you that....but i really want to apply that idea sia!!

aiya! don't care lah...i also cannot do anything if she don't allow..her problem,not my problem if nobody want to see our booth and stuffs...anyway,i was off-duty on that day...why should i really care,right??

after that, me and carine went back to school to keep the posters and banners...very troublesome to bring back home...then,we tried outdoor activities(OA) stuff...tried to make simple gadgets using the wooden poles and nylon strings....made a simple wadrobe out of it...it was ok, for a beginner like us...had rope burn at our palm...shit lah...and the problem is,the wardrobe was too big to fit in the door..shit sia...hmm...next week than decide lah....next week,we gonna make improvised stretcher using clothes and wooden poles...cool?? can make stretcher using newspaper too!! how cool is that!

ok,back to the recruitment talk thingy...

saw jannah and indra there! yeah!! my K***K CLUB (kc) - during NDP08.

woohoo!! too bad,renuga did not attend it..it not,full strength sia! haiz! how i miss her sia..she the one that made me laughed like hell during NDP'08..i miss those time sia!!!!!

kk,whatever..

and carine said something that was superly hilarious..i laughed till i cried..haha!!

it all starts like this...

indra's YO,asked her to do the ambulance stretcher thingy...i call it as ambulance drill since idk what it is really called...haha!! it's like,we need to unload and load up the ambulance stretcher/bed...kk,then,indra was asked to do that..poor her...

then,the uncle,said that,any teacher must try...

so,carine say to indra,"eh! sabo your YO!"..she said that very loudly.

she didn't realise that indra's YO was behing her(carine)..

sialah! i was damn funny sia!!

i think indra's YO heard that,but then,she pretended that she didn't heard it...haha!!

other school's YO came,but ours??

absolutely,NO!

haiyo....

yesterday,said something very evil abt someone to carine..she said,i was evil...but,it was true lah....FYI,im a straightforward person...but,im not blunt..ok??

had a great day yesterday,at the HQ.

then,next wed got ndp'08 gathering...on the 30th at ECP.

should i go??

reasons on why i should go:

1)they are my squadmates/friends...

2)i miss them

3)it has been a long time since i last met them

4)i didn't go for the previous gathering coz it was a last minute decision..and i cannot make it...

5)im forced by hulk(jannah) to go to that gathering.

reasons why i won't go:

1)i have FDC training on that day.idk what time my training ends.

2)it is far.by the time i got there,it will be super duper late.

3)i'm broke!

4)idk weather carine and indra going or not...if carine not going,then,i need to go there myself...w/o indra,it will be super boring.

5) i shouldn't say this last reason..fifa and carine should know this:)

*evil face*

so,should i go??? hmm...

Koizora (Sky of love)-Ai no uta Full Song

2009-12-21T19:52:00.001+08:00

btw,koizora is a japanese drama:)))

???

2009-12-20T22:30:00.004+08:00

heys!! hmm...last week didnt do much stuffs...

on friday,i went somewhere near my sis workplace to buy my new bag...there's discount!! super cheap..and it's 65% discount for those new balance stuffs...cool rite??? aft tat, went to harbourfront to see some shops and off we go to bugis...spent less than 10mins at bugis! then,we went to city hall...blah blah blah...wanted to take pictures of my marina bay,but then...nvm...walk to marina square to shop shop...wah piang eh! tiring sia... went to my MUJI shop!! yeahs!! too bad,they didnt sell muji's jeans clear folder sia...regreted that i didnt buy it when i was in hongkong...sad sia...then,walk here,walk there...at 8pm plus,go out of that place...wanted to see the singapore flyer's lights to change colour(to white lights),but then,i didnt...only changed to red,green and blue...saddening sia...during NDP times it changed to a lot of colours sia...very nice...but now,haiz!

as of Saturday and Sunday, i didn't go out... but i did stay at home to watch videos on youtube..and i found this Japanese love story series... titled koizora..it was nice...till now, I've only watched 4 full episodes.. 2 more to go before it ends...btw, hiro is cute!! but,his ex-gf is mean!! everybody should watch it!!

.....

2009-12-19T14:54:00.004+08:00

i'm confident that i will surpass you one day..
coz i believe that is my forte

i want this,i want that....i miss this,i miss that

2009-12-17T19:17:00.006+08:00

i want JJ lin MP3 album!! omg! super duperly cool i tell you...only 300 set in the whole world...xiang xiang says,it cots $$100,but i think it will be more expensive,coz it's limited addition...the head part can be taken off,and there's USB thingy at the neck part...super cool !! xiang xiang says he wanted to buy....omg! im so jealous! but at the same time,im happy for him(if he gets it) more info,go to this link:http://hypebeast.com/blog/jj/2009/12/hello-world-says-smg-x-dj-tommy-black-edition-vinyl-mp3-album/

this picture is cute:) :)

i want to but a new backpack...sis says got new balance sale somewhere near her working place...wah piang! super cheap sia! lazy to go thre though..wanted my sis to but for me,but i scared the design not nice...decided to go there IF,i have friends to follow...i really want a new backpack...

i miss doing footdrill! especially slow march...haiz! 28th - 30th dec got footdrill training...but it's i teach one...considered cannot do footdrills... pssst! i slow-marched when im bored at home:) and my mum and dad will say..eh,u nothing to do arh?? hehe!!btw,28th is my promotion day:) only for the exco's who passed footdrill gold - me,carine,fifa and ros :)

i miss my hongkong classmates!! been dreaming about them lately..haiz!

impatient!

2009-12-15T23:06:00.002+08:00

hehe!! omg! i cant wait to receive my scholarship:) hehe!! actually,in my personal opinion,i didnt do well...my results aren't good enough for me...whatever it is,i can't turn back time,right?? i just have to work harder to attain a better score for prelims and o-levels...

hmm..had a future "talk" with my dad.. he told me about his wish to see me go to JC...any JC will do..and blah blah blah...like i said in my previous post...i want to go to anderson JC.....if not wrong need to score 7points to get to the science stream...i want to go to science stream!! no arts stream for me...absolutely no-no!

then,today,early in the morning,teacher messaged me...ask me weather i could attend a recruitment talk on 23RD DECEMBER! people,remember what day it is?? hehe!! k,fine..whatever... so,i'll be going to HQ to attend that recruiment talk...

oh oh..HQ reminds me of NDP...waaaaaahhhh!! i miss NDP! i wonder weather any NDP people will be attending that talk or not...hmmmm...

tomorrow's timetable

2009-12-14T20:55:00.003+08:00

wow! guess what,i've created a timetable for tomorrow..i planed that every night,i will create a time table for the next day...hmm...let's see weather i could stick to my time-table or not...it tests the level of my self-discipline..like what the footdrill motto is : discipline above all :) hehe!!

i did my English homework today..did composition... actually,i have no mood to do it. but then,if i don't do it now,when will i do it?? wait till holiday ends?? no way,man! even if i don't feel like doing,at the end of the day,i still need to do it coz i have to hand them in..anyway,it was for my own good what..

2009-12-14T10:00:00.003+08:00

hi hi ! im feeling quite happy now coz this holiday,i have the time to talk to my hongkong classmates and friends...waaaaah!! superly happy can..woohoo!!but too bad,they're having school now,so we can't talk for that long...when they're having holidays,im having school...haiz...and i bet you next year,we will not talk much,coz im having my o-levels and i need to study more! duh!!

hmm...been talking to erica,dorothy,tan tan,yoki, hing hing, issac, kevin(not much), and got somemore,but i forgot...yeah...and it just make me sad when they say they miss me...practically everybody including the guys too...haiz! see,i made a difference in their lives...haha!! kk,lame:)erica said that they will become my tourguides for the whole day if i were to go there again...but,if it's a school trip,i dont think they can meet me for that long...unless there are free time given..i tell you,i will spend the whole day with them..and i want to visit TMGSS again...

hmm...been studying at night...wow! im a good girl..haha!! actually,my november are burnt because of CCA,remedials and stuff...so,when i got back,i will do some homework and by then,i'll be very tired...so,no time to do revision..since my december are so free,i shall do my revision as much as i can....so that,when school re-opens,i wouldn't be so awkward...haha!!

ps: 1) anybody got any recommendation for a science tuition teacher??

2)I MISS MY 3B CLASSMATES!

nice name

2009-12-13T10:07:00.002+08:00

this gonna be a super short post:)

omg!i like his name: afgansyah reza(it's a malay name)

and i like his voice too...super nice!! when he sings,i melt-ed(=.=lame)...by the way,he's a singer..haha!! i only like his voice and the innocent looking face...hahaha!!

and i like my distant relative's( idk what is the relationship called,so,just call it as a distant relative)...his name: henki sastriawan...nice?? not that nice,but it's cool...hahaha!!! it has been 3years since we last met...you know why? coz he lived at tanjong pinang=.=

it's video time!

2009-12-12T11:47:00.003+08:00

yeah! saw avideo in Bao Yu sir's facebook profile...and i find them superly coool!!! his videos are always cool by the way.... :D

can you believe it??

2009-12-10T21:43:00.004+08:00

i actually studied for my most hated subjects(geography and social studies)!! omg!! so not me,huh....wth! i used to love practsing math..but now,im lazy to do math! wth! i used to hate reading,but now...i feel like reading a lot of book! omg! a sudden change in me...wth!!

did a lot of self reflection of lately...i think holidays are the best time to do self-reflection coz i have a lot of free time...compared to normal school days,i don't even have time for myself...and of course,holidays are the best time to catch up with the topics that im weak at...and that was what i did today...study for geog and social studies!

and yeah,i have to keep up to my promises...i promised my friend that i could get a single digit for o-levels..and i even said 6! omg! must really reeeeeaaaaaaalllly work super duper hard! double-ly hard...no!not double,i think triple or more!!....haiz!! i hope that i could achieve that...but what if,i could attain a single digit,but not 6???? i tell you,i will be disappointed...whatever it is,no matter how many points i get,it's the effort that counts,right??? haaaaiiiizzz...

Hing Hing and stephanie

2009-12-09T13:00:00.008+08:00

hey hey hey! felt super bored right now..since morning..then,decided to take a picture of my memories! there are loads of them...as for today,i shall share my memories with hing hing and stephanie:) the pics below are the letter that they gave to me before i left TMGSS(Hongkong)...saddened

=.=envolope=.=

card..isint it cute?? the 3d pic of chicks had fallen out...but still,it's cute right??

the content of the letter

hetty,hing hing(top),stephanie(bottom)

dear hetty,i am hing hing.in this week,we became good friends.although im not in 3B,i have been with you almost all the time.i miss you so much!!dont forget me and 3B class:)smile!dont cry again:) hing hing:)

3B fds:)

written by hing hing& stephanie

another boring day with a sweet touch(lame title)

2009-12-07T13:19:00.003+08:00

hey hey hey!! basically had nothig going on today except for a jogging activity with yumi..we jog for awhile and then started walking coz yumi wanted to puke...so,i can't possibly continue jogging right??? as a result,we walk all the way to fajar lrt station...i would say a walking activity coz we walked for the most of the time... like =.= haha!

btw..had a super sweeeeeeeeeet dream today...i really wish that it will come true..btw the scene in that dream didn't occur in singapore....it occurs at hongkong:) where my hongkong classmates are:) omg,i miss 3B! those feelings cannot be explained in words.. seriously,it was a super sweet dream lah.... (hopes that it will come true^.^)..hopes that it's a case of deja-vu :D

i just want to go out! omg! im tired of sitting in front of the computer,surfing random websites...how boring can my life be?? haiyo! saddening sia....

new word

2009-12-04T22:51:00.003+08:00

i've learnt a new word!! found that word when i was watching television:)

the word is:coquettish

meaning:a woman who flirts lightheartedly with men to win their admiration and affection; flirt.

2009-12-04T18:59:00.003+08:00

WATCH THIS VIDEO IN YOUTUBE WITH A SURPRISE ENDING! CLICK ON THE VIDEO! it's amazing!

random-ness + psp + nike headphone + porky = lalala

2009-12-04T11:56:00.004+08:00

cooked a random dish today...AGAIN! but this is a different recipe...added a little too much of ketchup...which resulted my dish to be a liitle sour...hehe! overall it tasted quite nice coz its spicy plus sour at the same time... :) ahhh!im full right now..hehehe!!

hmm..im suppose to accompany yumi to bpp..coz she wanted to bring her PSP to visit the "doctor" for a "PSP check-up"....in the end,she said that she gonna cancel it coz she needs to go to town area and her father is driving her there...so,here i am rotting at home:( haiz

omg! i wanna those nike headphones!! wanted it very badly!! fell in love with it when a friend lend it to me when he wanted me to hear something in his laptop...his laptop cannot blast sound..so,he lend me his personal nike headphone..haha!! (btw,personal tak perlu...redundant!) soon,my waiting will be over coz my sis gonna buy that nike headphone today!! yeah babey!! of course,im gonna pay for it...haha!! sacrifice my $$$ :( sadden.. but,it's ok as long as i got that nike headphones!! yeah!! cant wait to use it tonight!

...this is the end of my post...im rotting at home now! saddening..haiz! ok ok! byebye!! will post again later or tomorrow or the day after tomorrow!! hehe!! sayonara!

pssst pssst!

the word of the day: pork (i see this word everywhere! omg! )

ellen degenerees and SYTYCD

2009-12-04T11:40:00.003+08:00

hey hey hey!! i watched this episode on tv..and im so in love with it!! i love the dance step man!! coooool!! btw, Ellen degenerees show is my favourite show ever!!! enjoy this video aites???

scholarship!

2009-12-02T17:44:00.002+08:00

yeah babey! i've got a scholarship!!!!! yippppppppeeee!!!!

im not being complacent or what....dont get me wrong...

getting this scholarship had made me want to improve more...and score better:)

25 Secrets To Good Life

2009-12-01T19:06:00.001+08:00

25 Secrets To Good Life(click here)

live life to the fullest

2009-12-01T18:51:00.002+08:00

live life to the fullest...the secret to a good life is a life the's lived to the fullest...why hate yourself?? learn to love yourself...if you dont love yourself,who else?? love begins with you...

i do agree that sometimes,we faced failure,heartbreaks and stuffs...but then,dont ever hate yourself for these stuffs...failures and heartbreaks serves as a learning point....don't ever give up on yourself when you faced these challenges in life....it's ok to cry at times...who says boys and big girls dont cry?? human being do have feelings,ok....miracle-ly,after you cry...you will feel better....BUT, dont always cry coz you will look weak...sometimes,you may cry...but not everytime...you should think abt ways to overcome your problems or something...even when you've failed at sometime,you should "stand up" back and learn to move on...

whenever you have any problems,let it out...tell abt it to someone that you trust...dont keep it to yourselves...sometimes,you need other's opinion abt something...im sure that there are people out there that are willing to lend you a listening ear....

Life is not easy nor that tough neither. Having a good life and living our life to its fullness is merely a choice. So make that choice to live life to it’s fullest...

Deja-vu

2009-12-01T18:21:00.002+08:00

hey hey hey! im here to post some random stuffs that came to my mind right now...

like the title states,im gonna blog abt it! DEJA-VU....i think deja-vu feeling are superly coooool....too bad,i dont get this feeling very often...only sometimes...

huh?don't know what is deja-vu?? hehe! i noe the meaning! it is the feeling of having previously seen or experienced something to having dreamt about a similar situation or place, and forgetting about it until you seems to be mysteriously reminded of the situation or place while awake....something like,you dream about the future or some sort....understand?? i bet most of you have experience this feeling before...am i right??

like superly coool...you dream about something...when u woke up...totally forget about it....and what u dreamt of really happens,you suddenly remembered that u have dreamt about it before....coooool...

i've experienced this feeling for a couple of time...too long to elaborate about it...

hmm....idk how to continue abt the topic deja-vu...i guess,i shall stop here....if you want to know about it...go to yaaaaaaaaaaaaahoooooo or gooooooogle and do your own research,aites???

~~

2009-11-30T20:39:00.006+08:00

hey hey hey! it has been two days since i last blog..hehe!!

ok! so,i shall blog about yesterday and today...

guess what....i cut my hair yesterday!! omg! and now whenever i tie my hair,the ponytail is sooooooooo kontot (translation: short)....but i quite like my fringe though...changed to the right side.....actually i wanted to cut till like guy style(like those women in army),but the fringe remains the same...decided not to cut till like that coz i scared my mum will berleteh(translation: nag)....not to worry,by the time school re-opens,it will grow longer....

hmm...today had emath extra class...teacher go through our exam papers...seeing my paper two reminds me of thaaaat stupid mistake!!!( those hu noe abt it,just keep sssshhhh) it just hurts a lot...wth...whatever it is,what's done cannot be undone...like what bao yu said: "you must make sure that you won't repeat the same mistake during your o-levels"....ended at 12.30 and off i went home..

today,i had the desire to eat a lot...seriously...A LOT!! omg...i guess it all because of hormone changes due to "ehem ehem"(girls should know abt this)...

im so happy coz i did three quizzes at ace-learning...both if them i scored 100% while the other one i scored 80%...so,im left with another three quizzes to be done...due date:this friday!

COOL!

2009-11-28T21:26:00.000+08:00

am i ready?

2009-11-28T16:45:00.002+08:00

almost one month had passed...one more month to go before school re-opens...am i ready for all that??? about nine more months to go before my actual o-level...about 6more months to prelims...am i ready to go through all that hardwork? the pain? the sufferings? the intensives? CCA's?

this December,i really have to buck up.must revise everything that my teachers had taught us.I guess,i have to do some time-table for myself.No more playing. revise revise revise. especially English,Amaths,Chemistry and Physics. i must reach my goal of getting max 5pts for o-level.after cutting off CCA pt and hml pt..must go at least anderson JC.science stream...

oh god,please give me the strength to go through all these...give me the strength to move on even when i were to fail any of my tests...let the journey of 2010 be a smooth and enjoyable journey...

Current Background

2009-11-27T23:13:00.002+08:00

boring + lazy day:(

2009-11-26T01:27:00.000+08:00

hmm..stayed at home for the whole day today..ALONE! haiz..super boring,can?? internet connection sot sot in the aftnoon...but,at night,its ok...wth right??

btw,this aftnoon felt so hungry.so,i cooked random stuffs..i mean it! RANDOM! these are the ingredients:

onion+garlic+chilli+ketchup+soya sauce+maggie noodles+MSG = random dish

and guess what,it taste quite good!! seriously!! although it's random,but in the end,it still taste quite nice:) i wanted to add egg in it..but then, too lazy...and i'm sick of eggs..heheh!! so,anyone wanna have the recipe?? im ready to hand it down..heheh!!

tmr got school open house...need to wear full uniform...im so lazy to iron it!!! really loh!! anyone wanna iron it for me???? heheh!!

i just dont understand myself...i used to treat my uniform with pride and honour. everything must be a tip-top conditon..it must be in perfect condition..not even a single crumple..i even go to the extent of starch-ing my uniform plus my marching gloves so that i will look smart eventhough i'll be wearing it for ndp training...but now,everything had changed...i felt so lazy to even iron my uniform! let alone putting on the buttons and badges...so,what happened??? omg! i guess,it's because of ndp that made me think that i must treat my uniform with honour.now,when there's no ndp training,i felt so lazy...that's the only reason that i can think of right now...haiz:(

Project Red Cross Love

2009-11-24T16:46:00.000+08:00

hey hey hey! it's 12.47 now but i cannot get to sleep..so,i decided to upload some pictures that were taken during the project red cross love thingy...hehe! btw,thx to fifa for these photos:)

hehe! this is the photo of the sec3's plus our YO,mdm mas:)

this is super random!haha!! btw,fifa sit like an apek ukh

frm left to right: afifah,zulaikha,aini,hetty(me),azmina

eh!somebody's missing in action!! wena!!! where are you???

omg!i love this pic!!everybody is on the phone! talking to...their loved ones..hahah!

Random stuff,AGAIN??

2009-11-23T14:00:00.000+08:00

hehe! ok! its 9.16 am now,and i have nothing to do...so,i decided to blog again...about???

hmm...i shall blog about my CCA...coz suddenly remembered abt what the sir said yesterday...hehe!

hmm...i shall promote mt CCA,red cross!!! people people! join red cross!! i will state a few reasons on why people should join red cross

1) We do First Aid...do you know that first aid is the immediate help given to casualty or those who had suddenly taken ill before medical aid arrives?? so, at some cases, or i would say most...first aid could save life...for example, a person who is unconscious...as an first aider,u could save his life by performing CPR...the ambulance will come about 6 to 8 mins...depending on ur luck...as you know,brain cells will die within 4mins... if u perfom CPR,u could temporary pump blood and oxygen to his brain and other part of the body...so,if u dont know first aid,u cannot save his life...and that person may die..aft four mins,the brains cells will start to die,and the chance of survival is usually low....the important point that i want to bring across is,JOIN RED CROSS, coz you may not know that u could save someone's life:)

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2)We do HUMANITARIAN work...for example,project red cross love or going to an old folks home,children home,and home for the disabled... other than that,u noe,when the disaster strikes,which organisation that send manpower and aid?? other than the army,SCDF and stuffs, RED CROSS,right???and some other organisation..but,do you see CCA's such as npcc,scouts,girl guides and stuffs?? no,right?? im not tryng to aim at anyone or any cca or what...but this is the fact... im sorry if my sentence had hurt anyone in any way..

does other CCA do community service?? no,right?? ok! i would say beach cleaning and stuffs but,how about home visits?? other than CIP in school,does your CCA do home visits frequently????here in red cross,we do....ppl,we all live in the same world...so,we must spent time in giving back to the society...dont just think about yourself...this time,u may help other people...but in time to come,u might not know that other people will help u back...when u do good deeds, you will get good things/action in return...

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3)if u join red cross, you get to participate in a lot of activities such as footdrill competition,first aid competition, national day parade, and a lot of stuffs...if you join a large CCA,what the chance that you could join all this?? u need to be the best in order to join all this....

take me for example...i've join footdrill competition for two years in running...and im going to join next year too...other than that,i took part in the national day parade at the marina bay for the second time already...and i tell you,it's hell a lot of fun!!! i ask you,does other ppl in other CCA get to join NDP for two times?? no,right?? at most, one person frm each CCA,and they are allowed to join one time only...besides that,they have to compete with more ppl just to join NDP...

in red cross,we could send more than one for ndp...i would say four or more...if they are lucky..all four could manage to qualify for ndp after the elimination round....see, u have a lot of chances to join a lot of things....but,by giving chances is not good enough,you need to work hard and train hard too....

i tell you,it is an honour to be part of the NDP family...i really mean it,NDP FAMILY...everyone would treat u as a family here...and you will feel satisfied when u put up a good show on 9august,after all the hard work that u have put in all of the trainings... i dont deny that, sometimes the SAF trainer or you own sir/maam gave u a lot of pressure and stuffs, you feel fed-up or even shed tears in some trainings coz it too pressurizing,especially when u are in the leading contingent,leading row,the very side person (which is me)...its pressurizing when SAF trainers say to you that "once you screwed up,the whole parade will screw up"...but,at the end of 9august,you will come out to be a stronger person...mentally and even physically...

so,ndp is not all about parades only...it's about friendship,determination,perseverance and most importantly learning to be a stronger person,mentally and also physically..

ok! i talked a lot abt ndp already...i want to stress this again,join red cross coz you will get a lot of chances in joining most activities like ndp:)

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hmm...i've said quite a lot...there are a lot more things to say,but,i shall not continue any longer coz it will get very draggy

PROJECT RED CROSS LOVE

2009-11-21T22:38:00.000+08:00

hmm....today,need to go HQ to pack foodstuffs for project red cross love....i went to school by taxi..no,im not late...but purposely went to sch by taxi coz i carried a lot of stuffs...if i were to take the lrt,ppl will look at me like some aunty like tat....the meter state $4.20,but the pakcik charged me $4 only...hehe!thanks! considered quite expensive for a taxi ride coz i only travel like 2km plus?? and i sit in the taxi for less than 5mins loh..hehe!! i just love to waste money just like that...haha! inside the taxi,the pakcik said that his daughter is schooling at zss too,bt sec 2 arh...and he told me a short ghost story too...random ekh..and sempat perh cik...

so,we took a catered bus to HQ...wth!got traffic jam! and we were stucked inside the bus for ard 1hr...imagine...1hr ride frm bukit panjang to dhoby ghaut...haiz! poor us...

when we reached HQ,it reminds of NDP...haiz...and i keep saying..."i smell NDP" haiz...coz whenever we had NDP training,we need to report at HQ first...HQ is like my 3rd home loh...i just miss the smell of HQ :(

i was assigned to packed toothpaste...got a lot... i think its abt 400...when we finished everything,the sir gave us a lot of crackers n biscuit...coz the expiry date is below 6mths...so,we cant give to the needy,right?....as a result,we had to eat them...hehe!

aft the thingy,we took some pictures and off we go...

kiss - because im a girl

2009-11-21T16:25:00.000+08:00

hey hey! hmm...this is a music video..the title of this video is "because im a girl"...hehe!! idk weather it's japanese or korean...hehe..its touching:) this is what i call..."love is blind" and "the power of love"....hehehe!!!

lyrics:

english version

I just can't understand the hearts of men
they tell you they want you and then they leave you
this is the first time, you're special
I believed those words and I was so happy

you should have told me you didn't like me any more
but I couldn't see that and you just rushed me
although I will curse you I'll still miss you
since I am a girl, to whom love is everything

i heard that if you give up things too easily
to a man, he will get bored with you
i don't think this is wrong
a girl says that she will never be fooled again
but she will fall in love again

you should have told me you didn't like me any more
but I couldn't see that and you just rushed me
although I will curse you I'll still miss you
since I am a girl, to whom love is everything

[narration]
Hey babe
the pain
it's not enough to describe how i feel
we were so happy together
but I know now
I've been blind
you told me that you'd never let me down
whenever I needed you you'd always be here
I can forgive but I cant forget
even though you hurt me
I still love you
I still love you

don't take advantage of a girl's willingness
to do anything for love
and her caring instinct
i didn't know that to be born as a girl and
to be loved was so hard
although i will curse you i'll still miss you
since i am a girl, to whom love is everything
although i will curse you i'll still miss you
since i am a girl, to whom love is everything

reference:http://www.leoslyrics.com/listlyrics.php?hid=as8aRHc6bE8%3D

2009-11-21T09:33:00.000+08:00

hmm...talked to that "maam" again...haha!! for three nights straight...cool??hehehe!! btw,i want say something to this "maam"

"ibu akan kawin dgn NAVY OFFICER" and "irfan dah bawak bantal busuk? ataupun family photo kita??"

hehe!!lame! merepek! btw..he's going for diving lessons for,idk how many days/weeks..heheh!! .and had to stay at a camp...can only go home on weekends...aww...so poor thing..im so jealous of him loh! i wanted to go for diving lessons too...haiz! i guess,it not my luck lah,hor??

hmm..went to sheng shiong with my mum,auntie and cousin..bought foodstuffs as prize for the national heritage trail...hehe...2nd,3rd and 4th prize are still ok...but the first prize was superly stupid...haha! or u can say "creative"...i can imagine that the cadets and teachers will laugh like hell loh...and i wonder how am i gonna suppose to bring those stuff to sch...wah piang! so big leh!!! two giant plastic bag somemore...i guess,i have to thicken my face...really lah...so paiseh!!

2009-11-20T10:16:00.000+08:00

hhmm....found this video at bao yu's sir facebook account...very moving story!!! a good video:)thumbs up to who had created this...must watch with ur heart and soul(haha!). i think the girls will cry lah....ok!enjoy this video aites??

hmm...this is the music for the video above...it's a music video bt the way....i like both video:) both are nice:)

i think this is true

2009-11-19T15:53:00.000+08:00

hehehe! i like this post very much:) this is taken from sharifah's blog:) and i think these 50 things are true...especially no.50...hehehe

50 Things Girls should Know about Guys

1. Guys hate sluts.

2. “Hey, are you busy?” or “Are you doing something?” - two phrases guys open with to stop from stammering on the phone.

3. Guys may be flirting around all day but before they go to sleep, they always think about the girl they truly care about.

4. Before they call, guys try to plan out a little about what they’re gonna say so there aren’t awkward pauses, but once he’s on the phone he forgets it all and makes it up as he goes.

5. Guys go crazy over a girl’s smile.

6. Guys will do anything just to get you to notice him.

7. Guys hate it when you talk about your ex-boyfriend or ex love-interest. Unless they’re goin for the let-her-complain-to-you-and-then-have-her-realize-how-wonderful-and-nice-you-are method.

8. A guy who likes you wants to be the only guy you talk to.

9. Boyfriends need to be reassured often that they’re still loved.

10. Don’t talk about your guy friends to your boyfriend.

11. Guys get jealous easily.

12. Guys are more emotional than they’d like people to think.

13. Giving a guy a hanging message like “You know what?!..uh…never
mind..” would make him jump to a conclusion that is far from what you are thinking. And he’ll assume he did something wrong and he’ll obsess about it trying to figure it out.

14. Guys are good flatterers when courting but they usually stammer when they talk to a girl they really like.

15. Guys hate asking parents for money to buy girls presents. So they come up with ideas like saving their lunch money for a week. But it never works because guys are always hungry so they end up asking the parents for money anyway.

16. Girls are guys’ weaknesses.

17. Guys are very open about themselves.

18. It’s good to test a guy first before you trust him. But don’t let him wait too long.

19. Your best friend, whom your boyfriend seeks help from about his problems with you may end up being admired by your boyfriend.

20. If a guy tells you about his problems, he just needs someone to listen to him. You don’t need to give advice.

21. A usual act that proves that the guy likes you is when he teases you.

22. Guys love you more than you love them if they are serious in your relationships.

23. Guys will brag about anything.

24. Guys use words like hot or cute to describe girls. We rarely use beautiful. If a guy uses that, he likes you.

25. Guys think WAY too much. One small thing a girl does, even if she doesn’t notice it can make the guy think about it for hours, trying to figure out what it meant.

26. Guys seek for advice from girls not other guys. Because most guys think alike, so if 1 guy’s confused, then we’re all confused.

27. Any guy could write out a rulebook or advice book for flirting, but no guy can write out a book about relationships.

28. Try to be as straightforward as possible.

29. A guy has to experience rejection, because if he’s too-good-never-been-busted, never been in love and hurt, he won’t be mature and grown up.

30. If the guy does something stupid in front of the girl, he will think about it for the next couple days or until the next time he spends time with the girl.

31. No matter how much guys talk about asses and boobs, personality is key.

32. Guys learn from experience not from the romance books that girls read and take as their basis of experience.

33. Guys worry about the thin line between being compassionate and being whipped.

34. If a guy looks unusually calm and laid back, he’s probably faking it and is spazzing inside.

35. When a guy says he is going crazy about the girl, he really is. Guys rarely say that.

36. When a guy asks you to leave him alone, he’s just actually saying, “Please come and listen to me.”

37. Guys don’t really have final decisions.

38. If a guy starts to talk seriously, listen to him. It doesn’t happen that often, so when it does, you know something’s up.

39. If your best guy friend seems to avoid you or is never around when you’re with your boyfriend, he’s probably jealous and likes you.

40. When a guy looks at you for longer than a second, he’s definitely thinking something.

41. Guys like femininity not feebleness.

42. Guys don’t like girls who punch harder than they do.

43. A guy has more problems than you can see with your naked eyes.

44. Don’t be a snob. Guys can be intimidated and give up easily.

45. Everything in moderation. Put on makeup, wear perfume. Just not too much.

46. Guys talk about girls more than girls talk about guys.

47. Guys hate rejection, but they hate being led on even more.

48. Guys really think that girls are strange and have unpredictable decisions and are MAD confusing but somehow are drawn even more to them.

49. A guy would give his left nut to be able to read a girl’s mind for a day.

50. No guy can handle all his problems by his own. He’s just too stubborn to admit it.

Random-ness early in the morning

2009-11-19T14:20:00.000+08:00

aaawww!! i feel sleepy...haha! hetty sleepyhead..hehe! u noe why,coz i sms-ed matyn a.k.a matyn maam(haha) at half past midnight..hehe..talk(via msg)...msg-ing till 6plus or 7plus....he msg-ed me first,okay......talk a lot of random stuffs and crap ukh...haha!! kk..whatever...

and guess what,i didnt even know that this website existed..haha!! this website is one yr old sia....haha!! wth!! got my name u noe...it's the singapore mathematic society website....hehe...i won the honourable mention:) see the website yourself,aites?http://sms.math.nus.edu.sg/Festival/ProjectResult2008.aspx

haha! im so proud of this..hehe! all my hard work had paid off...although we didnt manage to get gold or silver award...at least,we got an honourable mention right?? at least its better than nothing...some other schools that participated didnt even win anything,not even an honourable mention...so,an hounarable mention is quite good for a neighbourhood school like mine:)

P6 outreach program

2009-11-18T08:05:00.000+08:00

basically today is the third day of the P6 outreach program...like the other days,we had to help out in the tile paintings....haiz,the students today are not as "semangat" as the other days...but,today the sec3's(malay ppl) laughed a lot...wah! cannot take it liao!!! seriously,random+funny sia!wth...took a lot of random pictures...i like zulaikha's pic...she wore her pants very very high and her hair is like centre parting...haha!!!!!!!!!! takleh angkat beb!!!!!!!!!siak arh!!!!!! den,after that,we drew a pic of mdm mas on the whiteboard...holding a microphone...tat picture was kekek arh....hmm...today is a laughing day:D...haha!!!

nothing much to say up here....except for the laughing part...haha!!

current cravings

2009-11-18T01:47:00.000+08:00

current craving(s):

1)bread plus condensed milk (i noe its weird! but i just feel like eating it! i didnt noe how come i could even think about it...)

2) cold ice lemon tea ( ice lemon tea plus bread with condensed milk????!!! i noe the combination of these two will taste so yucks!! but i just feel like eating it......)

conclusion: IM WEIRD!!

My Wants

2009-11-17T11:55:00.000+08:00

omg! i want a new camera and a new phone! my old phone sot sot liao....a new phone are not needed badly coz i dun really use mobile phone....whatever it is,i still hope that i could buy a new mobile phone and camera

camera: samsung st550

i like this camera coz there's a front display...like so coool!! really really! its like one of a kind....with this front camera,we dun nid to delete pictures that we "aimed" wrongly...rite??

as for a mobile phone,i want kf600

hmm....idk how to explain the functions of this phone..the cool part is,it has interactpad(go to the website itself to find out what is interactpad)...btw,there's handwriting recognition for messaging and editing...hmm....dun really like it's camera function...only 3MP...blahblahblah...other than that,it can multi-task...as in...u can listen to music while texting(this is norm lah)....so,the function that attracts me the most is the interactpad....

National Heritage Trail

2009-11-17T09:00:00.000+08:00

felt super tired! since morning,i have National Heritage Trail...imagine,for the whole day i ran like hell...since morning...ppl see also like.." are you crazy??" and they will give "that" face... =.= and and, wow! everything that me,carine,artika n ting wei(planning comittee) planned went smoothly,with minor hiccups here and there...overall,it was ok luh...lucky it didnt rained...only a bit of drizzle for a while...

btw,i was the roving marshal for my grp,alpha! haha! today they did a good job:D i like the part when azmina almost fainted..and everybody are so concern abt her...and my sweet saved her! sugar-rush! heheh...so blah blah blah....and throughout the whole trail...i keep saying.." chop chop" and " are you sure that u all go the the correct way/place?" haha!!...

we are the 2nd grp to reach dhoby ghaut...first was delta..

so,after the trail...teacher gave us the time to go shop2,walk2 or eat2....so we went to this mackenzie rex restaurant...it is situated near cathay..hmm..the food there was not that nice lah ( in my opinion)..the price doesnt "match" with the taste/quality of the food...plus!the cashier is like blur queen loh...had a hard time paying for the food....like both the taste of the ice tea and also the bottle:)

the picture of esprit ice tea:)

then,we walked back to plaza singapura...and wait for teacher and bus....

the journey back to school was an irritating one...i was super sleepy and wanted to sleep...but then,the cadets keep talking non-stop....super noisy sia....haiz! but,at least got sleep for a while arh...it was not a good sleep anyway...

feel so tired now! plus thirsty! gonna drink sufficient water and then go sleep for half and hour....aft that,i will strt on my english homewk or amath...idk! see my mood first....tonight must have enough rest...coz tomorrow got the p6 experential thingy....nid to reach sch by 7.45am....haiz...hope tmr will turn out fine...and please ppl,dont irritate me any futher....

last min preparation

2009-11-15T23:37:00.000+08:00

wah! so tired,just reach home from carine's house...we do last minute preparation for tmr's national heritage trail...see,this is the result of slacking at the first place...haha..

hmm...at 12noon,i met carine at bpp to buy stuffs for tmr...den print some pictures...blah blah blah...found a sale at bpp,selling branded stuffs like nike and adidas...up to 70% offer leh..haha! we like auntie2 loh...haha! so,after that,we walk2 ard,then go collect those pictures...quite cheap...$7 for twenty 4R pictures...ok,so after that,we went to NTUC to buy crackers n ice lemon tea...then,we walk to carine's house...as we walk,we eat and talk....haha! then play at the fitness corner for 5min,and then continue walking..i was super lame n random when play the thing...den,carine realise that we wore abt the same colour...she wore black tee and white shorts plus slippers while i wore white tee and black bermudas plus sandals..ok!whatever...blah blah blah....finally we reach her house and we started on our last min prep...haha!! slack at her house...and talk crap...haha! i like " carine n hetty" version of chicken dance's song...haha!! nice nice and quite funny lah...haha! i went out of her house at ard 6plus...reach home ard 6.40pm...waited for awhile then the pizza guy came...haha! ate pizza!

so,tmr,got national heritage trail...wah!must meet them very early leh...meet up with carine at 6.45am...den go sch together...haiz...today nid to have enough rest coz tmr got a lot of running to do..haha! hope that tmr wont rain....

Discipline Above All

2009-11-14T22:53:00.000+08:00

hmm...basically,today had nothing going on,except for footdrill gold syllabus accredidation...hmm...on the way to cck mrt,i met hong yi sir...at first,i was like " is that really hong yi sir?? or other ppl?? " then,somebody called him...from the voice i already noe that it was really him...haha!! den,i msg him..."look to ur left,got see me?" and then,i act act study...haha!! den,we talk talk till we reach cck...he go campsite first...then,me solleh and carine took the next train...and sumthing happened...jeng jeng jeng! haha!! whatever it is,i just want to say sorry for being too emotional arh...coz i was too fed-up with somebody...whoever's fault,i just wanna say sorry...

yeah! i passed my footdrill gold accredidation!! wooohooo!! at first i failed my theory...quite sad lah...but then,i remembered mr kalai words...he said " if u failed once,it's not the end of the world yet....try again,and u may succeed"...wow!he's words are really2 true!! then,after lunch,they gave me a second chance....made full use of the chance:) and,i passed! yeah babey!! as for practical and commanding, i only tried once...and yeah! i passed! haha!! so happy...bao yu sir said that theory paper is easier than prac or commanding....but then,i feel that prac n commanding are the easiest...nah! maybe im those type that do better in pratical for footdrill....but,sch is another story..i do well in theory stuffs..and very badly for practical( Science Practical Assesment)..haha!! im weird!!

as for Uniform Inspection,the maam said that my buttons are corroded...wth! but then,she said that,my uniform are well-ironed...wow! tats a amazing coz i only iron it for about 10 to 15min...haha! nah!maybe,my uniform are "seasoned" coz i've been wearing it for every week,since NDP08 and NDP09...

then,after passing my commanding,one of the maam said that " u all have improve...especially you" and she was pointing at me...den she said to me that,i've improve a lot:) yeah!!

overall,today was okay...except that my squad nid to go home late coz we have to wait for the last person to pass her commanding...actually,we are not forced to stay....we personally wanted to wait for her...one for all,all for one...yeah:)

haiz...tomorrow nid go BPP to buy some stuffs for the national heritage trail..den go carine's house to do last minute preparations for the national heritage trail...haiz! then monday got the actual national heritage trail...yeah! hope that what we've plan will go on smoothly

chidren home visit and p6 experential camp

2009-11-12T10:30:00.000+08:00

i feel so tired but happy...hmm...today was a loooong day....

hmm...in the morning i had to help out in the p6 experential camp thingy...sat inside the class,help set up the stuffs and blah blah blah....then,when the p6 students come,i have to explain to them what they are suppose to do...it was fun...haha! first batch was semangat...especially the malay guys...haha! kept talking crap n nonsence to me...as if i was their good friends like that....the second batch was quite semangat too...it was carine's sis n hong leong bro....woah! such a small world...

and i saw someone! wth! what carine said was true...."whenever u have the first,there will always be more...."

after we pack up,we went for lunch...ate chicken rice again...haiz...everyday chicken chicken chicken...sick n tired of it....ok! watever...after lunch we went to artika's house...to take hamper for the pertapis children's home....den blah blah blah.....inside the bus,me n carine took a lot of pictures..all the way sia...non-stop...take pictures till my my phone low battery....

carine said that my expression looks like phua chu kang when i pose an angry face...the difference between me n pck is that,he got mole on the cheeks...but i dont..haha!! the other diff is that..he's a guy n im a girl ( duh!! of course!!).then got blur blur pose....haha!! wth! plus plus...there's this pic we took,looks so wrong(as in.....)

when we reached the place,me n carine was splited....i went to grp 2..the children in my grp are 12years and below.....first activity was ice-breaker....den,we played captain's ball....den the sec3's vs boys(children) in a soccer match...anyway we give them chance one....haha! then,there's this one boy,he sulked...coz he fought with his friends or sumthing...idk wat happen...so,me n the other sec3's tried to coax him....at first he cried n shouted at us...but after we slow talked,he's ok...see,children easy forgive n forget....they are angry for a short while...after that,ok liao...haha!

time flies super fast..by the time we finish the game,it was 4.50 already...time to go home!! felt quite sad coz i really had fun with them.....but,before we go home, we had prize presentation...it was a small gift anyway....oh ya,there's this boy,he pasted a lot of stickers on my shirt leh!! haha,so cute!! he found those stickers on the table at the courtyard...and at that point of time,i was beside him...trying to ask him to go in....so,he peel out the stickers n paste them on me....he pasted some on ros's hair also...poor her.....

after the prize presentation,it was time to go home...sad sia!

on the way to the bus,me n carine was hugging each other(on the shoulder) n laugh....n skip....wth!! like drunk women sia...seriously!! u shud see loh! really really like drunk...and i think the bus driver thought that we're are sot,crazy or les....wth!! in the bus,we wanted to take more pics,but in the end...took only some pics....the rest of the time,we talk and talk and talk....ok! thats all...haha!!

hmm...tmr got geog lesson....after that got footdrill gold syllabus training for the 4 of us( me,carine,fifa n ros)...and ohya! anybody noes how to use ur diaphragm when u're commanding???? pls pls pls...tell me!!!

malay o-level

2009-11-11T09:57:00.000+08:00

wwaaaaahhhh! today is the day! MALAY O-LEVEL! hmm...overall,it was ok lah...except for the paper 1...question 1...i dnnoe wat to write sia....as for section 2,i did qn 4....i like my first sentence:) it was this " tangan yg menghulurkan adalah ledih baik daripada tangan yang menerima"...i dunnoe what to write mah...so i wrote that...haha!! and i wrote one peribahasa in my karangan too!! "melentur buluh biarlah dari rebungnya"...haha!! peribahasa like frm pri sch....paper 2 was quite easy...overall,i think,i can score A...insya allah..

hmm....tmr...gonna help out in the p6 experential thingy...aft that,gonna go pertapis children home!! yeah!!! im sure that,tmr gonna be damn fun :D....hmm...huda!! when are we gonna be volunteers at a children's home??? we've been planning it since last yr leh...but till now,we dont have time to do voluntary work...haiz:( remember arh...this holiday,MUST sign up to be a volunteer at any children's home,ok???

ok! im off from blogging...gonna do my homework which i have not started yet....eh NO! i've finished one-eight of it...haha!! now,im trying to do amath homework! i just cannot concentrate! oh god!!

hetty:D

happy day

2009-11-08T23:42:00.000+08:00

woooohhhoooo! i watched movie today...."my girlfriend is a agent".....super duper good movie....everyone should watched it!! a lot of action and emotional ups and down...but it was funny too!!!!!! hmm...i wanna watched real phoniex!!! it only start showing on 3rd dec...i wanna watch it...plus 2012 too....haha!

den...bought macdonald extra value meal...just to have the game piece for the macdonald's monopoly....haha!!! so fun!! addicted to it.....but i a bit suay lah....got me n my sis bought 3 meals....den,got 24 game piece....den me,sis n dad share the pieces....i took 10..walao! all the game pieces i got already leh!!! sad loh!! BUT,i got free cruise...3rd n 4th person free....yeah!! last week my sis also got that piece loh...my father more lucky...he got marina bay n ardmore park.....i need SENTOSA COVE to win $50 000....and another green colour game piece to win 7D hawaian cruise...need buy more....haha!

1 DAY TO MALAY O-LEVEL

pass/fail??

2009-11-08T10:00:00.000+08:00

yeah!i've pass my standard first aid course!! woohooo!!!everyone passed...but,i top for the theory,28/30 :D woohoooo!! the teacher made me so suspense that i thought i failed...haha!! CPR was fun...but i forgot to check for breathing at first...wth!!!! and felt sad coz today is the last day of the course..the last time that i'll be "meeting" my mannequin...haha!!!...had great fun for the past three days...now...i want to take this opportunity to thank mr kalai,my instructor, for being so fun and help me to pass my course....THANK YOU! not forgetting,mr ang,the examiner for being so lenient(let some of them re-take their theory),point out our mistakes so that we wont repeat it again and had help us pass our course...without these two people,we may not be able to pass our course.....

pssstpssst...tat mr ang looks like tat random guy...haha!!

2 MORE DAYS TO MALAY O-LEVEL

2nd day!

2009-11-06T21:21:00.000+08:00

woohoo! today is the second day of the standard first aid course...like yesterday,the course was fun! enjoyable! haha!! as usual, morning do theory....after lunch,we had practical...first was bandaging...after that CPR!!! wooohoooo! i kissed my mannequin for a lot of times!!! yeah!!! had a great time doing CPR ,you know....carine took 2 videos of me when i did CPR...haha!!! there are also pictures of me with my mannequin..he's hansome!!yeah babey!

hmm...just now my instructor,mr kalai had motivate us to do well in studies and life...he said that...you all still young,can absorb things better...now,its time to study and enjoy life....and you're in secondary school life,u still can enjoy your life coz its interesting and fun....but when you've come to the working life,it would be very boring...take your life easy...you must study hard...nowadays,people don't look at degree's cert anymore...must at least get master....when u have good education,you will have a good life....even if u fail,its not end of the world yet...must study harder to achieve good results....

hmm....tomorrow will be my STANDARD FIRST AID EXAM!! so,gonna study for it:D OK! ta-ta!

3 MORE DAYS TO MALAY O-LEVEL

having fun

2009-11-06T11:00:00.000+08:00

yeah!! today got standard first aid course...i thought the instructor gonna be a fierce female instructor...but then,it turn out to be different...it was a fun,lame n random male instructor...guess wat,he came from the same primary sch as me:) Teck Whye Pri Sch..haha!!he's my SENIOR:D omg!! so fun!!! so random n lame...he made us laugh for the whole day...i laughed too much till i cried...haha!! somemore,i sit so front....haha...hmm...basically,in the morning,we did theory.....for the first time,theory lessons are fun...and most importantly,NOT boring...yeah! den,at 11.45am to 1pm,we had lunch....after coming back from lunch,we had our practical...first up was bandaging...then CPR!! i love CPR,can? haha!! the mennequin was a she-man....haha! but i call it a male:) and guess wat..i've given away my first mannequin "kiss"...haha!!! and yeah!i've saved that guy's life..woohoo....haha! hmm...cant wait for tmr:) gonna do CPR again...gonna "kiss"( actually not kiss,it was a blowing) tat mannequin again:) yeah:)

4 DAYS TO MALAY O-LEVELS

Tiring day

2009-11-05T12:43:00.000+08:00

waaaaaaaahhhh!!! today super duper tiring sia!! morning,8am went for intensive...after that,went for a quick lunch...and then come back to sch and wait for teacher...we took 190 to orchard....and find all the "planned" stations....waaaah!! we walked for more than 4hrs plus leh!!! and we keep going round and round and round...bt in the end,gt back at the same place...haiyooo!!!we all looked like "lost tourists"....haha!!and i just reach home...haiz! so tired....

btw,i saw tat person!!!!! omg!! two times leh!!!! was quite shocked! oh wow! fate brought us together...haha!! lame!!!

hmm...tmr gonna be a tiring and sleepy day....gt first aid course...and i heard that the person that will be teaching us is fierce....omg! 9am to 5pm,at CLC room....woooooahhhh....

"HETTY!BE PREPARED FOR TOMORROW!"

5 DAYS TO MALAY O-LEVEL

the same old thing

2009-11-03T21:55:00.000+08:00

wow! today talk to carine at the lrt station for almost two hours! super long rite?? yesterday was 1 hour....we wanted to break our record! haha!! so ya...blah blah blah...we talked about that person!! (do not choke,ok?) hahahaha!!basically,today,went for intensive then physic lesson....den,instead of going home,me n carine spend 2hrs talking at the lrt station while eating potato chips n corntos....haha!! like picnic hor??

hmm...tmr...goin to town with carine,artika,ting wei and mrs oh to check out the area....goin to plan out the stations for the heritage trail...hmm...in the morning go intensive...den,from school...meet them and we go dhoby ghaut together....haiz!

ok!for now...im going to find info that got to do with the heritage trail thingy...so,ya!! byebye!!!!!!!!!!!!

a long long long day

2009-11-02T23:06:00.000+08:00

hmm...came back home from school at about 6.30pm...hmm...this morning got malay intensive...it finished around 12+ after that gt physics remedial at 1pm...end at 3pm...at 3pm,got planning for heritage trail until 5pm....then me n carine slack until 5.15pm...it was raining super heavily...woooaahh!! bt we just walk to the lrt station...since we are too hungry coz we didnt eat since morning,we bought some snacks...so as we eat,we talk...or u may call it gossip or complain...haha!!idk....we talk and talk and talk till 6.15....long rite??and we were standing...imagine for the whole 45min to 1hour,we stood up...talking....pro rite?? haha!! anyways,we haven't finish talking yet...since the sky was getting darker,we decided to head home...haiya!tomorrow then we continue....so ya...now im home!!hahaha!!!

ok!now gonna do some research for the heritage trail...then do my malay homework...den do my physics homework and revise a bit on static electricity....

Footdrill Gold Modular Workshop

2009-11-02T03:10:00.000+08:00

wooooaahhh!! when i woke up from my sleep....my hands and legs are aching!!!omg!!so pain...n still feel so tired eventhough i've slept for a loooong time!! haha!! all thanks to yesterday...attend-ed footdrill gold modular workshop.....learnt a lot of things such as...perlahan jalan(slow march),hentak kaki perlahan hentak(slow mark time),tukar langkah perlahan jalan(changing steps to slow marh)&tukar langkah,cepat jalan(changing steps to quick march)...so fun yet very tiring...the part i like most was the commanding part..oooh,i just love commanding!yeah!..i didnt noe that there's theory for commanding(introductory,cautionary & executive)...haha!! cool rite??

so ya...need to study for malay o-level and footdrill bronze,silver n gold modular coz gt accredidation in two weeks time...n need to practice commanding at school:D

btw,i watched AFV....and there are videos on guys waxing their body(to get rid of hairs on their body)....it was super funny!!!laughed like hell sia!! n they look so gay after they pull the "plaster" off their body....omg!!so gay'ish!!!!

Hectic November Activities

2009-10-31T05:17:00.000+08:00

wow!! my november activities!!! ouh!!! so hectic....i made this calendar myself:)there are more activities,but then,i forgot the dates,so,i didnt update it here...

Last Day of school!

2009-10-31T05:00:00.000+08:00

yo!! yes-arh! today will be the last day of school!!! yeah!! hmm...my 2mths holiday doesnt seems like a holiday.....my november,COMPLETELY BURN!! everyday gt remedial lessons n CCA! oh! wth!!!!!! plus homework that needs to be done...i have tonnes of it,ok! woooaaaahhh!!! hmm...my plan for now is that...i'll try to push all my activities n finsh up my homework to november...i'll try to get things done by the end of november....so that,i'll have december for myself....plus studying for nxt yr o-levels....phhheew! thats a lot of things!!i shall post my november calendar in this blog later,in case i lost the dates...

ok!lets talk about today...hmm.....i ate Long John Silver for brunch ( breakfast + lunch = Brunch)...had no choice but to eat it inside the room coz there's ppl installing optical fibre in my house....so,if i eat in front of them,im like very bad....and now,whenever i burp-ed,there's "long john silver air" taste...haha!!! got the long john silver smell....haha!!! hmm...today gt back my report book...oh god! this is the worst position i've ever got in the whole of my sec sch life!! only got 4th position in class.....very bad leh!!! :( as for percentage,i've improved! by o.3%..haha!!! wth=.= AND MY COMBINED HUMANITIES!! ONE MORE MARK TO A2!!!arrrrrrgggghhh!

...haiz:( nah! nt the end of the world yet...still gt O-LEVELS...jiayou to me!!!

Love,Wealth and Success

2009-10-30T12:30:00.000+08:00

yea...im back! yea! haha!!lame!! hmm...as usual,i went for my malay o-level intensive...felt so sleepy after that.....haha!! by the way,i collected my IC today...omg!my face looks so child-like! haha! the picture i used for the IC was the pic i use for NDP09.....the hairclip on my fringe looks so odd?? haha!!!

btw,im here to post stories about life! the title is 'Love,Wealth and Success'.the author is unknown. taken from:http://www.inspirationpeak.com/cgi-bin/stories.cgi?record=106

here's the story:) enjoy!

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A woman came out of her house and saw three old men with long white beards sitting in her front yard. She did not recognize them. She said, "I don't think I know you, but you must be hungry. Please come in and have something to eat."

"Is the man of the house home?" they asked. "No", she said. "He's out."

"Then we cannot come in", they replied.

In the evening when her husband came home, she told him what had happened. "Go tell them I am home and invite them in," he said.

The woman went out and invited the men in. "We do not go into a house together," they replied. "Why is that?" she wanted to know. One of the old men explained: "His name is Wealth," he said pointing to one of his friends, and said pointing to another one, "He is Success, and I am Love." Then he added, "Now go in and discuss with your husband which one of us you want in your home."

The woman went in and told her husband what was said. Her husband was overjoyed. "How nice!" he said. "Since that is the case, let us invite Wealth. Let him come and fill our home with wealth!"

His wife disagreed. "My dear, why don't we invite Success?" Their daughter-in-law was listening from the other corner of the house. She jumped in with her own suggestion: "Would it not be better to invite Love? Our home will then be filled with love!"

"Let us heed our daughter-in-law's advice," said the husband to his wife. "Go out and invite Love to be our guest."

The woman went out and asked the three old men, "Which one of you is Love? Please come in and be our guest." Love got up and started walking toward the house. The other two also got up and followed him.

Surprised, the lady asked Wealth and Success: "I only invited Love, why are you coming in?" The old men replied together: "If you had invited Wealth or Success, the other two of us would've stayed out, but since you invited Love, wherever He goes, we go with him. Wherever there is Love, there is also Wealth and Success!"

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ok! the lesson learnt is.....when u have love it will meant that u will have wealth and success...coz u're feeling HAPPY!but,when u have either success or wealth,it doesnt mean that u will have love....money is important but its not everything....success and wealth can make u happy,but,it cannot buy love and happiness....

!!!hetty!!!

Why women cry?

2009-10-27T22:30:00.000+08:00

peeps!!yes-arh...dunnid go school today!! free from malay intensive!! yeah!! (nah! must work hard...coz malay o-level is in 2 weeks time,jiayou to me!haha!)...

felt super bored...so i went to the internet to find some interesting articles...and guess what,i found an article about why we women cry....hmm...quite interesting and very accurate....

so ya! gonna share this article with u all:) enjoy aites...

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WHY WOMEN CRY

A little boy asked his mother, "Why are you crying?" "Because I'm a woman," she told him.

"I don't understand," he said. His Mom just hugged him and said, "And you never will."

Later the little boy asked his father, "Why does mother seem to cry for no reason?"

"All women cry for no reason," was all his dad could say.

The little boy grew up and became a man, still wondering why women cry. Finally he put in a call to God. When God got on the phone, he asked, "God, why do women cry so easily?"

God said: " When I made the woman she had to be special. I made her shoulders strong enough to carry the weight of the world, yet gentle enough to give comfort. I gave her an inner strength to endure childbirth and the rejection that many times comes from her children. I gave her a hardness that allows her to keep going when everyone else gives up, and take care of her family through sickness and fatigue without complaining. I gave her the sensitivity to love her children under any and all circumstances, even when her child has hurt her very badly.

I gave her strength to carry her husband through his faults and fashioned her from his rib to protect his heart. I gave her wisdom to know that a good husband never hurts his wife, but sometimes tests her strengths and her resolve to stand beside him unfalteringly. And finally, I gave her a tear to shed. This is hers exclusively to use whenever it is needed."

"You see my son," said God, "the beauty of a woman is not in the clothes she wears, the figure that she carries, or the way she combs her hair.

The beauty of a woman must be seen in her eyes, because that is the doorway to her heart - the place where love resides."

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people! women are strong yet gentle.we're cry easily but we could endure the failures and tests that god gave to us..love and appreciate the women around you! especially our mom...coz they have painstakingly raise us up...they didnt gave up on us eventhough we are very stubborn at times...

physical beauty is important but the inner beauty that counts...what's the use of being beautiful but the attitude sucks??a women that is pretty doesnt mean that she have a good attitude...on the other hand...an ugly women doesnt mean that she doesnt have good attitude...so people,dont judge a book by its cover!!know that women first before u leave any remarks about her...eveybody have their own strengths and weaknesses....and to other women,pls to dot hate each other as we are of the same kind...why hate each other?? forgive and forget....make this world a better place to live in:) remember:an eye for an eye makes the world go blind

so,thats the end of my posts:)any comments??please write it in the chatbox,okay?? will post more stories on this blog:)

The accredidator!

2009-10-24T10:49:00.000+08:00

woooah! today so tiring...actually i just got back from school...today accredidation end at around 7pm...quite tiring accredidating them...but pity my cadets,they have to retake their theory a lot of times...thats why we end so late...the tiring part was accreding them during their footdrill practical,especially squad footdrill accredidation...so hard to see their mistakes...but then,the individual accredidation was quite easy to accred lah...coz they do one by one...so its easier for me to see....

haiz...today didnt get to play interclass match...coz need go for mother tongue intensive for O-level...haiz...so sian lah,coz do prelim paper...seriously,had no mood to do prelim paper....haiz...but then,those higher mother tongue students who went for the intensive get to go home early...compared to the other sec3's who played the interclass game....haha!thats the good part...

hmm....nothing much to say...tomorrow,i plan to go out...to buy new track shoe and also some bermudas....den sunday,going international Red Cross Bazaar at the thai embassy....maybe go eat2 after that....or go shopping...dunnoe yet...haven't plan...

Yumi!!!!after 3yrs++, finally,u tied ur hair!!!haha!!look nicer with hair tied up!!haha!!!sudden change...

carine!!!hahaha!!! i prefer yesterday morning's fringe!!! haha!!! today,ur fringe so short!! haha!! i noe u dont like it also...haha!! dont worry lah,it will grow back one...haha!!! dont cut again hor...haha!!!

btw,Bao Yu!!! today,You're so lame can?? haha!!! but that msg was hilarious plus lame lah....haha!!!laugh to myself upon receiving that msg...haha!!!

hettylalala :D

Results

2009-10-23T04:56:00.000+08:00

haiz...got back my malay,social studies n emath paper today...

malay was super dissappointing can??!! almost cried inside the class....only got 55/70,convert to percentage,it's78.6%...damn damn damn low(for me) seriously,DISSAPPOINTING!!!!!i want to cry!!!!!!!haiz...u shud see my reaction in class....my eyes were watery....

nxt...social studies....woah...didnt expect to receive that mark....thank god...at least i've improved....mid year,cun cun,just passed......and this end of year paper i got 27/37.....which is,if u convert to percentage,it's 72.9%...woah...frm 50% to 72.9%...improvement!!!

emath was truly truly a MIRACLE!! thank god!!!

....so,i've received all my papers back....on the average...i got many B and one or two A....amath sucks can??!!i failed,by 5 marks...my paper 1 pulled down my marks....wth!

i really need to buck up...my grades all dropping....especially chemistry n physics...anybody got any recommendation for science tuition teachers??i want the very very good one....as for amath,i'll just stick to my current tuition teacher....quite good leh....help me improve...

and one advice to this yr's sec 2 ppl....sec three life is not the time for u to play around.....be serious...coz the studies is superly diff frm sec1 and sec2 work.....a lot of topics and homework,especially if u get into the pure science class....and dont forget....sec3's are the ones hu will be taking over the CCA, when the sec4's has stepped down....so...sec3 life is very difficult...school plus CCA...either float or sink....survive or die....

ok,whatever...i sound like a nanny nagging....haha!! btw...i wan to say congrats to Bao Yu for passing his driving test...good good....but too bad,goin army soon,after poly...hahah!!

haha!! and to Carine and those who will be going to Ngee Ann Poly for AEM, goolucks aites...wont be seeing u all till nxt friday,which is the last day of school...too bad,tues u all still need attend school,haha!! i dont need....yeah!!!

haiz...going to prepare my uniform....coz tomorrow im gonna accred my cadets for footdrill...wonder if they can pass or not...just pray hard that tomoro i wont be in bad mood...if not,i will really really be very strict in accred-ing u all....dont just pray...must put on effort...ur uniforms are not up to standard...tomoro uniform must up to standard,if not...FAILURE!!**hehehe! devils's face**

=.=hetty

Random-ness :D

2009-10-21T19:11:00.000+08:00

Semalam I call you, you tak answer.
You kata you keluar pergi dinner.
You kata you keluar dengan kawan you.
But when I called Tommy he said it wasn't true.

So I drove my car pergi Damansara.
Tommy kata maybe you tengok bola.
Tapi bila I sampai you, you tak ada.
Lagilah I jadi gila.

So I called and called sampai you answer.
You kata sorry sayang tadi tak dengar.
My phone was on silent, I was at the gym.
Tapi latar belakang suara perempuan lain.

Sudahlah sayang, I don't believe you.
I've always known your words were never true.
Why am I with you, I pun tak tahu.
No wonderlah my friends pun tak suka you.

So I guess that's the end of our story.
Akhir kata she accepted his apology.
Tapi last last kita dapat tahu she was cheating too.
With her ex boyfriend's best friend - Tommy.
haha!!don't be surprised!i felt bored,so went to the web and search for lyrics.....this song is sang by zee avi...and the title of this song is kantoi...ya! this song is super nice!!!! seriously....you shud listen to it...fell in love with this song :D

HAHA!!

and this lyrics was taken frm: http://www.leoslyrics.com/listlyrics.php?hid=jOR4COjWJmI%3D

Physics the Killer!

2009-10-21T15:00:00.000+08:00

haiz....got back my exam papers today...quite disappointed with the results...NOPE!i didnt failed..i PASSED! but not with flying colours of course...didnt get A,only B...feel like crying! haiz...cry also no use...what's done cannot be undone right?? hmm...quite shocked with my physics result...i expected a FAIL grade!coz the paper was a killer one...and oh god,at the end of the examination,i could sense that my brain is tired!! haha!! the paper was hard can??!! but thank god! i passed...with a B( i think)...can't really remember the marks

...my Amath,ohno! dun talk about it...i failed...by 5marks....shit!! but at least i've improved,okay!!the mid-year paper,i flung until like hell loh...what's important is that i've put in all my effort and at the least,i've improved,rite??....hmm...as for english,i didnt do that wel,that was what i expected,as my english sucks!...only got 33/50 for paper 2 ....they won't reveal my oral n paper 1 marks:(

tomorrow,i will get back emath,social studies,malay...hope will pass all my subjects...

hetty

what a day!

2009-10-21T00:42:00.000+08:00

yesterday went to Tan Tock Seng Hospital....i accompanied my sis for her check up or sumthing....but before that...we went to Novena Square

we felt HUNGRY!and we went to long john silver...and guess wat...when we enter the place..there's this grp of army guys....all look at us!! it was a shocking one lah...like the whole row of army guys,look at us....then i ask my sis,"eh,u noe them arh??and why they look at us??"....n she said that she dunnoe them....

i asked her coz she used to work in an army camp mah...hu noes...they know her or sumthing??hmm...or maybe,they are from NDP09,and they find me familiar??hmm....

whatever it is....after lunch...off we go to tan tock seng hospital....haha!!! we did crazy things...and u noe wat..i danced in the middle of the road...haha!! crazy rite?? ok,not actually dance,but...hmm...u may call it dance lah.....

after her check up,we went to novena's square NTUC to buy some groceries....

hmm...den we took the mrt...we plan to drop at Chua Chu Kang.....and this crazy me...go take the train heading towards Marina Bay...den,u-turn back...wth! and suddenly we changed plan...we drop off at Raffles Place....admiring the view...and then took the bus to BPP...and along the way,i realised that we are going back to the square one...and we have wasted like one hour??stupid!!but at least..in the bus,i managed to catch a glimpse of Marina Bay,the place where i've shed tears,sweat,love and maybe blood...had great memories there...and as we passed by the marching route,memories of the city march keep replaying in my mind.....haiz...felt so sad....everything i do,i'll always link it back to NDP:( i guess,NDP08 and NDP09 had made a huge differences in my life...hah!!!

ok...move on...let's talk about someone..haha! this is not gossiping ok?! i am just letting out my feelings....haha!!

peeps!i dunnoe why and i dunnoe wat happened...but then,i felt so angry with this person....hmm....maybe,its because of i dun like his attitude?? nah! i really dunnoe why i dun like him....hmm...just give me more time to think n cool down...and right now,im sick,so,i cant think properly....and to this person,i don't hate you.....

i dont hate my friends....i love them for who they are...and i treat ppl equally...i dun care weather they are rich,poor,smart or slow...i will still be their friend,going through thick n thin together..what friends are for,rite?..i do agree that we do have some minor arguments,but then, after a while,we're ok rite?? n i won't let these minor arguments break our friendship that we've built for months...and for some, years....forgive and forget....if u are willing to change,im willing to forgive....if u tell me where i went wrong,i willing to change too...remember,humans do make mistakes....

sometimes,i need time to think n cool down...so friend,just bear with me,aites??

Feeling Bored!

2009-10-20T15:39:00.000+08:00

waaaah!!i felt so bored!! trust me,staying at home doin nothing is damn damn damn damn boring....nothing to do,xcept sitting in front of the comp,surfing to useless and boring websites.....i want to go out! shopping-spree! but then,im broke! and i nid to save money for holidays...so i will be doing shopping during the holidays but not now....haiz!! tmr gonna go sch....checking the exam papers...oh god,this is so scary..especially PHYSICS! sure (100% plus chop) flung...haiz...my CA2 marks for physics sucks...and yet this eoy paper,physics,sucks too....oh god...i dunnoe how am i gonna face my parents...

Blog + NDP09 + Hong Kong = memories

2009-10-18T01:00:00.000+08:00

...i did red cross blog...n its done!!phheew!its quite simple ....white background...waaah!!i got three blog to manage...haha!!actually two..the other one,long time no post...so its dead....haha! hu cares.......

ohno!i got flu n a bit of fever....and my throat hurts...pain:( lucky its after examination...if not...i cannt concentrate....

haiz...felt so bored now.... nothing to do....want to sleep also cannot,not sleepy yet...haiz...if today is saturday months before 9aug.....

haiz.....if today were a training day for National Day Parade 2009,at this time,i would be in the Holding area for NDP participants(or u can call it paddock) or HQ.....how i MISS those beautiful days....and this post is dedicated to my RANDOM GUY!! yea.....guess what,i miss you!!! eventhough u are so random,but then,ur character is so cute!!! remember how we first met?? i said that u were so so RANDOM! and u told ur friend in chinese(wait!i translate it)..."waaah!!see!! she call me random leh!" haha!!! n guess wat,i miss that day....it just made me smiled whenever i think of of it.....since that day on,u keep asking me this, "you ok rite??" and i will just smiled n just say "yes! im ok!" yeah,if u were to read this,i know that u will just smiled and even cry?? and i want to say sorry to u coz on the trainings nearing to 9Aug,i didnt treat u well....as in,i will keep turning away whenever u're nearing me.....and now,i regreted it....now,we've lost contact...and im sure that we will not see each other again....but,i will still pray that i will see u somewhere down the road....n will hope that u will still remember me when that day comes.....keep the friendship eventhough we will not see each other again....ok??

ok hetty!stop thinking about it anymore! what's done cannot be undone....

hmm...move on...like i was saying just now....i am bored!! so...went online and talk to some people....one of them is ERICA!! haha!! i knew her last november,when i went to hongkong....haha!!she's so funny! yeah! and now,i gonna be 1 year since i last came to hongkong..i miss winter time...although that time was early winter,but then,it's quite cold!! and felt so touch when she say "we all miss you!" ( we refers to 3B, her class in hongkong...or u can say my 10day class in hongkong)....i miss those time too!! hmm....if today were a saturday on 8nov2008.i'll be busy packing my luggage for the next day...coz my flight was at around noon and i'll have to check in way before that time.....

haiz....nvm....continue with the story or erica, i asked her weather she got blog or not...and she say she got xanga but not blogspot....and then...she told me that she will make one account of blogspot for me!! so sweet rite?? haha!! thanks erica!!! yeah!! her first post,she dedicate it to me...haha!! sweet sweet!!

ok!this post,i gonna dedicate it to carrie,dorothy,beatrice,tan tan,erica,3B and also hongkong!!thank you for the nice memories!! and u all rocks!! 3B is the best class i've ever met...everybody so "together"....yeah! will meet u all one day...and KEVIN!!! u came to singapore without telling me:( haha! its ok coz u went to singapore for tournament,not for holidays rite??? so my hongkong friends,next time,if u want come to singapore,must tell me!! ok?? i'll be free to show u around:)

waaah!! today im so sentimental....haha!! once in a while wat....its ok to be sentimental once in a while......ok2...i'll stop blogging now...will continue blogging tomorrow...till then...SAYONARA!

sentimental hetty:)

1st or 2nd?

2009-10-16T15:05:00.000+08:00

ahh...i feel so refreshed....today,no school!! yes-arh!! so...today i woke up late..n yes!i slept longer than usual!!n when i woke up,it was raining.....such a nice way to start the day..(sounds so funny n weird)....so cooling...felt like sleeping longer coz in the wet weather,its nice to go to sleep/nap...but then,i slept for a long time already....if i sleep any longer i'll be like a lazy bum already....

..hmm....i've changed to a newer n more plain blogskin....i like it to be plain...simple...but,i quite like my old skin....arrghh...i dunnoe which one to choose:( as for this skin....the credits should go to Gladys...she made the template..the html n stuffs....BUT i've changed the the's background colour...the headings...the colours of the boxes n stuffs...u noe...those simple ones that doesnt need a lot of knowledge of html stuffs......anyway...THANKS gladys:) haha....wait! peeps!i've inserted the pic of my old blogskin....n also this blogskin....u choose ok..i'll go with the majority....

ok...lets talk about my old blogskin.....hmm...the heading MY NAME IS HETTY:D was the navigation....ok..i shall not talk the navigations anymore....although the background is white in colour,at least there's bold colours that made the blog more interesting,rite??? so,which one do u prefer????

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ok,this is the pic of the old skin:

and this is the pic of the newone ,which is the current skin that im using for this blog:

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ok,let's leave the topic about blog skins....n now,i shall blog about a friend......and for sure,i shall not disclose his name...my good friends noe hu is this person..as for those hu don't know him...i'll just keep his name as a secret....shhh...

the story began like this:

.....these few days,he's like behaving very strangely....he doesnt talk much....i dont know why...he used to talk a lot....joke alot..ok he doesnt joke a lot but at least he jokes....n now...when i talk to him...its like im talking to a wall....he'll just say sumthing like "ok" n without saying anything about the topic i talked or asked,he'll just say..."ok,i shall talk to you tmr"...

so...i wait...and wait...and wait....

the next day..that person didn't msg me at all...haiyo...these type of people....im not angry with him just because of he didnt msg me...BUT im mad because he didnt reply me or answer to the questions that i've ask.....its like...so STUPID! and to me,its rude.....haiz...maybe he's stessed??hmm....everyone has their own problems....maybe he's having some problems which has turn him to be like this?? idk... just hope that he will change....for the better....

like the header of this blog says...."we used to be so close but now we are like total strangers"....this reflects the problem that im having now....ok,its not a problem..but i dunnoe what's the correct term to use....so,i'll just stick to the word, problem...

..let's pray that he will change for the better.....

forget about the topic abt that person....ok,let's move on..

guess what...i watched Bu neng shuo de mimi (Secret)...omg!the movie was touching n quite saddening!! serious!! i almost cried...super nice....although i don't understand what they are saying...but then got subtitle wat.....ok..this was the second time i watched this movie....the first time was when im in sec 1...i watched it during my art class...that time was after exam...so teacher played it....so...i fell in love with tat show since then....since i love that movie lots...i try to find it in youtube....to my utter disappointment...i failed....

today,after two years of disappoinment, fate brought me n the movie together....(haha! i noe it sounds wrong).....somehow i found the title of the movie....i used to type in "secret" instead of "bu neng shou de mimi"...no wonder i didnt manage to find the movie.....so ya! to i feel so happy!!at last,i found that movie!! ^o^

another thing...my bro got a course in poly.....wait...its like a few days course or sumthing....idk...then,they taught him additional maths or sumthing....during his secondary school years,he nvr take add maths before....as most of u all noe,i take add maths...den,my daddy say "eh,u ask ur small sis to teach u lah...she take add maths wat"...hahah! den my bro was like so reluctant to ask me to teach him...i think he's like paiseh lah....coz small sis teach big bro....i think he feels so embarrassed...even if i were him,i would feel the same way too....he still have face....plus ego....guys are humans that have high ego!!sorry guys!but its true ok!...REFLECT!

ok! thats the end of my post....and i think this is the longest post i've ever write.....wooaah.....today got a lot of things to say...hahaha

...hetty

Exams are finally OVER!!!

2009-10-16T05:42:00.000+08:00

yes-arh!!exams are finally OVER! :) can have time to SLEEP! zzzzz.... didnt sleep well these few days...coz i did studying....im having PANDA EYES!! omg!! haha!! its a serious case of panda eyes:(

ok..besides having panda eyes...im gonna talk about my exams...omg!my brain did 'gymnastics' during physics n Additional mathematics paper....oh shuts! worried for the results especially physics!

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malay: yeap!sure pass!haha! *confident*

higher malay: shit lah!! my marks drop-ed.....only got 72marks....sad sad sad

english: hmm...ok-ok....can pass....

e-math: yea...i think...(still feel so sad over "that" incident)

a-math: hmm.......think so...

geography: sure pass

social studies: 50-50

pure chemistry: got a tinge of hope...

pure physics: GONECASE!

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haiz...even if i dont do well....at least i've tried my very best...really....so,those who have high hopes on me...i want to say this first: "IM SORRY"... sorry for disappointing you with my results....i've really tried my best....

oh! what had happened to me??!! so pessimistic....i havent got back my results and yet im being so negative-minded....i really dont know why im so pessimist....maybe,due to exams??idk...whatever it is,i must think of the bright side.....perhaps i could do better the next time

round? and..to achieve that...work like mad! seriously...im tired....sometimes,you work very hard,but then, you didnt get the results that u wanted....and that's very disappointing....

haiz....HETTY! don't brood over it!!!!

what's pass had pass.....must learn to move on(Bao Yu told this line to me at the very start of the yr)....and now,it gonna be 2010 soon,in 2 months++ time,n i've yet to learn to move on.....i think it gonna take a long looooong time before i could move on....so thats the end of my rumblings....

gonna have a rest soon...

oh ya!good news!i could rest till next tuesday!and thats...1...2....3...4...5... five days!!....five days before coming back to school.....i guess i will have more than enough rest after this long weekend(or should i say a long break)...

ok ok....im off from this blog for now...i shall blog again tomorrow...or...the day after...oh! i dunnoe....till then...byebye peeps!n byebye bloggy!!

hetty??

TEMPORARY HIATUS

2009-10-06T13:00:00.000+08:00

TEMPORARY HIATUS!

I'll be back as soon as exams are over*i think*

simplicity

2009-10-04T07:14:00.000+08:00

btw,today is the only day that i can use the comp....tmr,most probably i cant:(coz nid study for EOY den at night go to my distant relative's house,which is 10mins walk frm my house...

and yeah!i've changed my blog skin....i prefer to keep it sweet&simple(hmm....maybe nt sweet,but at least its simple)...*simplicity* haha!! the previous skin looks so messy...and there's sumthing wrong with the navigation and the music playlist......so..ya! TA-DA!my new blogskin!

HappyHetty

2 down! 6 more to go!

2009-10-03T02:03:00.000+08:00

yea...finished 2 papers already....6 more to go....JIAYOU to me! and to others too:)must study really2 hard!!

two weeks of sufferings before im FREE!! yeah! but then,still gt my o-level malay....must study for that...super duper important...

haiz... :(

->hetty

HAYWIRE!SHORT CIRCUIT!

2009-09-27T05:35:00.000+08:00

peeps!!! my blog had gone haywire....sorry about that...so,im gonna find what went wrong and edit it....so it gonna take a day or two...so sorry about that ya....